rainfall

EXHAUSTED BUT FINE.. :))

2011-05-19T03:55:00.000-07:00

Another day of review - saturated ideas, confusing but must learn concepts. Sa ngayon I can't really feel the pressure, pero thinking of the date hala torete na, anhirap huminga. Pero sabi nga ng utak ko, sabi ng isip ko at ng lahat ng organs ko, I can do better, I want to pass, I want to top and I believe I can. :) Umaapaw sa confidence noh? I know ganun din ang mind set ng mga magta-take this July. My family and friends believe in me so I must believe in myself too that I can make it. And of course its possible with action, determination and faith. :)

Lately natutuwa ako sa mga scores ko sa drills, esp.when I see my name sa list ng mga nagtatop at pag di ako nababagsak. It feels satisfying kasi may good outcome ung review sa bahay, sa aim One, at ang pilit na pagkontra ng antok during review hours. :p hehe. And malaking challenge saken pag nakikita ko na mali ako sa exam taz ung katabi ko tama. But its a good thing for me, with Lala on my right and Rachel on my left, 2 big brains, parang nachachallenge ako. :)) But its not a form of competition, but rather making them my reminders that I need to strive harder, more pa. Hindi lang naman sila ang nakakapagbigay ng challenge, madami sila. And it inspires me, motivates me..

More than one month na din ako sa Aim One Legazpi. NO REGRETS, so far. :) And I know wala akong pagsisisihan sa paglipat ko dito. Just yesterday, nakasabay ko sa jeep ung mga dati kong kasama sa iMIND, my friends there. I attended the review with them from November to March. I miss them, lalo na si Aiden. I can still remember that day na umiyak sya upon knowing na lilipat na ko. Guilty pa din ako dahil dun, but Im happy na naintindihan pa rin nya and were ok. I miss iMIND too. hehe.. The hall, ung sobrang lamig, the staff and those faces na nakasama ko noon. Pero since nasa Aim One na ko, enough of that story. :p Im happy where I am, and I trust Aim One as much as I trust myself..

Thank you Lord for the strength and Im sorry.. You know the reason. Im still guilty of something. Ikaw na bahala saken. :) Thank you soo much..

Kanina lang pala, nakasakay ko ung taga Aim One din. Walang imik sa jeep patingin-tingin lang pero pagbaba sobrang ngiti na nya. hehe. I dont know if from what school sya, pero sa tanda ko he's sitting in front sa review. Hmm magkwento? hehe sorry nonsense..

Maybe pag mejo maluwag na sched ko makakapag-blog na ko ng mas madalas. Pero sa ngayon, puro FB lang muna.. Wala masyado time magpost ee. So let me end it here. WISH ME LUCK GUYS. :))

Kwento ni Donnapot :)

2011-04-27T22:40:00.000-07:00

I was in the middle of the review ng ma-feel ko na ansaket na ng puson ko. Hayy.. Its my first day and because of it I decided to go home. :( Sayang ung review, Sir Uro discussing MS- Fluids and Electrolytes. Mamimiss ko tuloy ung lessons. Hahabol na lang. :'( What else can I do? Magbabasa na lang ako about sa topic na yun. Hmm, its barely 2 months before the 2011 July NLE. Kinakabahan na ba ako? Honestly HINDI PA. Di pa ko ganun ka-focus at di rin ganun kasipag to read and read and read. Hanggang review center lang talaga for now umiikot ang mundo ko. When Im home, syempre papahinga kasi tadtad na utak mo sa concepts and knowledge the whole day. Then, magrerelax, watch TV, movies, soundtrip and ang di ko maiwas-iwasan....ang MAG-TEXT. Pero pagstart ng second phase ng review, I MUST ACT NA! I need to prove myself as a Nurse, as an healthcare provider sa future.

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I met a guy yesterday morning. He's unfamiliar of the place kasi di xa taga rito sa Legazpi. Papunta xa DepEd-Albay, and he was given the wr0ng direction, sa Rawis daw e nasa may airport kaya un. Since alam q naman, I told him where DepEd is really located. Sa baet q dw, he even paid my fair to Tabaco. Mas mhal pa pamasahe ko s knya pro mapilit xa e. So pumayag n ko. Haha. He even told me of things that 'I should know and have with me when applying for a job' and said I can contact him when I want to have a job s airport sa Manila. Thanks sa libre at s infos Sir Bong. :)) Nakakatakot ang mga ganito diba. A total stranger, pero I talked to him and helped him. (GOOD SAMARITAN) Hahaha.. It feels good to be nice. :)) pero by lunch time he texted me "Donna asan ka na, mali kasi pinuntahan ko eh". Nahiya ako kasi mali pala turo ko. Hahaha. He's looking for DepEd Regional office, pero Division Office tinuro ko. hehe. Pero di naman sya nagalit, thankful pa rin daw sya. So we texted ng konte pa, hanggang sabi ko na kakain na ako and syempre I invited him to eat (parang pagbibigay galang na din, para makapag-excuse), then he replied na thank you daw at baka pwede sya naman mag-invite saken. Dahil dun, iba nana-feel ko, TAKOT na. What does he mean? Di na ko nagreply, natakot nga e. Smart pa nman din sya kaya another excuse not to text him back. So ayun, deadma na. Hope he won't bother me again. Hehe. enough na that I helped someone. Di ko naman pinangarap magkafriend na matanda na, hahaha he's around 30 siguro. Ssshhh bahala na. I didn't even shared this story with my mom, sa family kasi baka mapagalitan pa ko. DO NOT TALK TO STRANGERS sabi nga madalas lalo na sa mga bata. So do'nt easilty trust someone. Mahirap na e. :) Baka mapahamak ka pa. So mag-ingat tayo. Muah!

SECRET GARDEN - HYUN BIN

2011-04-22T23:43:00.000-07:00

Hyun Bin (Born 25 September, 1982) is a South Korean actor who is best known for his role in the popular MBC drama "My Name is Kim Sam Soon" , "The Snow Queen" and "Secret Garden".

PROFILE

Name: Hyun Bin / Hyeon Bin

Real Name: Kim Tae Pyung / Gim Tae Pyeong
Korean Name: 현빈 / 김태평
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1982-09-25
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Star Sign: Libra

Hyun Bin's TV Shows and Dramas
Friend, The Untold story (2009)
The World that They Live in (KBS2, 2008)
Snow Queen (2006)
The Snow Queen (KBS2, 2006)
A Millionaire's First Love (2006)
My Name is Kim Sam Soon (MBC, 2005)
Ireland (MBC, 2004)
Nonstop4 (KBS2, 2003)
Bodyguard (2003)
Friends (MBC, 2002)

Movies

I'm Happy (2008)
A Millionaire's First Love (2006)
Daddy Long Legs (2005)
Spin Kick (2004)
Shower (2002)

Awards

Secret Garden

SBS Drama Awards: Top Excellence Award, Actor - Drama Special
SBS Drama Awards: Netizen Popularity Award
SBS Drama Awards: Top Ten Stars Award
SBS Drama Awards: Best Couple

Snow Queen

KBS Drama Awards: Popularity Award
KBS Drama Awards: Netizen Award
KBS Drama Awards: Best Couple

My Name is Kim Sam Soon

Paeksang Arts Awards: Popularity Award
MBC Drama Awards: Top Excellence
MBC Drama Awards: Popularity Award
MBC Drama Awards: Best Couple

Career

Hyun rose to fame after starring in the 2005 Korean television series My Name is Kim Sam Soon with Kim Sun-ah. It was a success with an average viewership of over 37% and 50.5% tuned in for the finale. He won the Top Excellence award at the 2005 MBC Drama Awards. He also starred with Song Hye-kyo in the drama The World That They Live In.

From November 2009 to March 2010, Hyun filmed with Tang Wei in Late Autumn (2010). It is a remake of a 1966 Korean film with the same name, directed by Kim Tae-Yong.Late Autumnwas shot in Seattle, Washington. He also starred in the Korean television drama Secret Garden with Ha Ji-won. In February 2011, his film Come Rain, Come Shine was released. It premiered In Competition at the 61st Berlin International Film Festial.

On March 7th, 2011 he enlisted with the marines training camp for his compulsory 21 months of military service. His date of discharge has been set for December 6th, 2012.

Its time for me to say something. :) I really like him, soo much! Sabi ni Mama while we were watching Secret Garden yesterday, di naman daw gwapo si Hyun Bin ko. BUT.. I really find him SO CUTE AND CHARMING. :)) Sobraa! his eyes, the smile at yung kulet, yabang and arrogance nya in Secret Garden, wow talaga, I love it. He's someome adorable and papable. haha. And I JUST LOVE HIM.. :))

SECRET GARDEN

Relationship Chart Among the Casts

I love the story. I thought nakaconcentrate sa switching of bodies lang, but the its more than that. :)) I like Hyun Bin's character (Kim Joo Won), mayabang, arrogant, kasi mayaman. He's so cool, na minsan nakakainis yung kapreskohan nya, but it just mean na effective ung paganap nya. Ha Ji Won is really good as Gil Ra Im. :) Grabe ung scene dun sa party, she's so pretty sa scene na yun. And the KISS, yes that kiss is WALA KO MASABI. That was so sweet.. :)) Kim Joo Won is willing to give up everything just to be with Gil Ra Im. Hayy... And about Oska, the cute one. :) I love the story sa kanila nung isang character. They still love each other pero si girl is on revenge. Im on the 14th episode pa lang, and Im really excite na tapusin na. Try nyo panoorin. hehe

Love at Seventh Sight

2011-03-28T01:20:00.000-07:00

aka: Qi Tian Ai Shang Ni
Year: 2009
Directed: Alfred Cheung Kin-Ting
Genre: Drama, Romance
Runtime: 01:39
Country: China
Language: Mandarin/Cantonese Dual Audio
Subtitles: English
Cast: Lulu Li Xiao-Lu, Mike He, Alfred Cheung Kin-Ting, Wu Yue

Synopsis / Plot

He is an audio technician, an unromantic man looking for the most romantic sound on earth. In an unexpected encounter, he comes across two of the most romantic things—- a beautiful recreational vehicle and its beautiful owner. The girl loves to travel the world and the boy hopes to find the most soul-soothing sound in nature. Pursuing their dreams, they decide to travel together in the recreational vehicle.As they journey through picturesque sites and scenes, the girl helps him to regain his sensitivity and the boy teaches her how to value life. Their doubt for each other starts turning into love.Unfortunately, as he falls more deeply for her, the boy discovers that the girl is at the end of her life. She dreams of finding a legendary tree house where she can leave the world overlooking her hometown from afar. The boy decides to accompany her till her last days.But he never gets a chance to see her in her last moments. In order to leave him with the most beautiful memory, the girl rather leaves him quietly without saying good-bye. Devastated, the boy goes back home and hibernates for months. In the depth of his darkest time, the girl suddenly reappears before him, with a brand new look and attitude. She seems to be a totally different girl! He cannot believe nor can he accept it. What on earth has happened?

Last Saturday, I did not attend my review. I went to Legazpi with my mom and my brother to buy some things. Since nasa Legazpi na ko, I grabbed the oppotunity to buy movies to watch during my free time (I always find time for it), and GOTCHA!.. I found korean movies. :) The first one na pinanood ko is this movie sa taas. Its a very good love story, sabi ko nga sa FB a story like no other. You should watch it. :)) Two thumbs up! Mike He is soo gwapo, but Rainie is not the girl there - Ok na din.. Basta, its a very unique story. Really really cute. Before ko napanood tong Love at seventh sight, ang natapos ko panoorin e yung Spiderman 1-3, Fantastic 4 1 and 2, all X-Men movies from the Origin of Wolverine up to The Last Stand and The Green Hornet. Yan lang ginawa ko sa bahay, haha! :) I also gained some more weight, halata sa mukha ko. But this is what I wanted, wag lang sana sumobra.

Anyway, I want to thank this sight for the synopsis:

http://www.avistaz.com/movies/2010/love-at-seventh-sight-chinese-2009-2.html

And sorry, the post na sabi ko na next e di pa matapos-tapos..

Maybe, next time na lang. :)

Just came from school, sa thursday Graduation na.. :))

Excited ba koooo? Ask Me! Hahahahaha..

I LOVE MIKE HE! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

hey hey, its my 2nd year! :))

2011-03-18T00:28:00.000-07:00

I'm actually busy.. LAGI naman. :) So for now, all I have are pictures. Its my 2nd year of blogging - March 8. Tagal na din pala. Akalain nyo yun. :) Anyway, yesterday, galing kami sa BRTTH for the signing of cases. Tapos na.. July, we will take the NLE.. Syempre filing of cases muna. And March 31, graduation na. GOODLUCK sa atin.:)) Im excited! Im preparing for my next post. Mejo may kahabaan yun, so Im still trying to finish that one. Its about my groupmates - THE SIXUALLY ACTIVE Group6 and my friends at school. Sana matapos ko before graduation.. So ung pix sa baba is Hershey and me of course. :) Wala lang magawa, so ayan. And I noticed pala nadagdagan ng dalawa follower ko. HEHEHE. :)) Im happy about that, thank you po.

I LOVE G6 - SIXUALLY ACTIVE!

Nga pala, someone called me this morning. Five times. The first three calls, ung breathing lang nya naririnig ko, then the last two nagsalita sya but then di ko talaga maintindihan. Parang english na hindi rin. He has a big voice. 14 Digits din number nya, sabi baka daw international call. Ewan ko lang. And now, habang ginagawa ko to, he called two times again pero di nagsasalita. What a mysterious caller! Till the next post guys, muah!

THOUGHTS.. :(

2011-02-28T00:35:00.000-08:00

I don't feel so good about what happened this afternoon. Why were they insisting me to put on make-up dahil lang they were challenged not to paint their faces this coming Monday? KJ ako, fine! :c Naiinis lang talaga ako. Then after that kung ano-ano maririnig ko na it's not fair kasi sila nga who always put on make-up will try a day without it, kaya dapat ako din daw magmake-up. I don't get it, maarte na kung maarte basta ayoko, ayoko. I guess nasabi ko naman ng maintindihan nila. I walked out, I can't control my emotions anymore and I might say something which they might not like. I'm so pissed off. And I hate her, I really do. I noticed na lagi nya na lang ako pinupuna. At first I considered her statements as jokes, pero iba talaga.. Bitter nga siguro sya. OPPSS!! Sorry! Your getting into my nerves na. So guys, if gusto nyo ituloy ang dare nyo, GO ON AND JUST EXCLUDE ME, I'm fine. It makes me feel like I don't belong in this type of group. Sorry but you guys made me feel real bad. And I'm sorry for not socializing that much with you. The blame is on me, and maybe partly on the group. I guess I deserve a 'lil more respect. Maybe the group is already too close kaya ganito pero ewan. Try to be a little more considerate. RESPECT - hope you understand. I'm partly emotional and I'm sorry if I let it out. It must have been better kept than shown. But the tears were there, I just cant help it. I'm really sorry..

Rainie Reina :)

2011-02-26T02:04:00.000-08:00

JULIET LOVE ROMEO

Loving you may mean heartache,

loving you may mean sorrow.

Loving you may mean pain,

but loving you is all I wanted.

Loving him is a curse.

Loving him is against my will.

Loving him will feel like hell.

But by loving him, i'll be rich.

My mom said I am dumb,

for wanting you to be my man.

I told her maybe im dumb,

but Im just following my heart.

My heart wants just you,

no other man can make me feel like you do.

This other man is just nobody,

for in my heart there's only you.

He might hate me for loving you,

coz lovin you is all I wanna do.

But I know you might hate me too,

for insisting myself on you.

He is nobody to me,

coz for me theres nobody but you..

But I am nobody on you too,

so why insist myself on you?

Will you not learn to love me?

Or is loving me just a waste of your time?

Should I learn to forget you,

and be with this other man for the rest of my life?

The thought of you not loving me hurts,

but I just want to ignore now this feeling before my heart burst.

Maybe what my mom said was right..

You will not ever learn to love me like this other man does.

Im now accepting that there's no happy ending for us.

No fairytales, no glass shoes, no magic carpet ride.

Im marrying a prince who love me for who Iam.

Though its not him, whom I shared my happy ending insights.

Jan.31,2011

Hey Friends. :)

I just came from our review. I actually escaped during the break, LOL! Just need to do something so I went out without asking permission from Sir Sagum or any of the staff. So I went to Legazpi.. After doing what I was supposed to do, I went to the DVD stores near Gaisano to look for any series to watch at home. I was actually looking for YOU ARE MY DESTINY starring my favorite SNSD member Im Yoona, when I saw Rainie's face. Yea, her CUTE FACE! haha. The tiltle is THE CHILD'S EYE. I dont really know what this movie is about, but since Rainie is the lead star, I bought it. :) Im soo excited to watch it. I am actually thinking of not attending the review tomorrow just to watch it! hahaha ( Im really pasaway, this is really addiction) . :) Well, Im just really happy when I think of her. She's my vitamins, my mind feels so awake watching her series.

By the way guys, what did you do last February 14? Ako, I was on duty, 3-11 in Tabaco. No gifts, no roses, nothing at all. Hehe its just an ordinary day for the singles out there. :) I even received text messages that day saying Happy Independence Day! haha. Wala akong bad reaction dun, pero tingin ko mga bitter naman sila teh. :D Ako nga single since birth pero wala lang. IM NOT ON A RUSH. :) Time will come, ako naman ang sasaya when it comes to LOVE. hehe ayiiii. Pero Im happy naman ngayon, though there were days na I dont really feel good because I feel so guilty about something, na maayos na rin naman ngayon. God is really good. :)

About sa issues saken, I dont know how to tell you guys about it. Sana di pa kalat sa school ung about kay guy. :( Kasi wala pa ngang improvement, parang mas naeexcite sila saken. hehe. But im happy being friends with him, or if not friends AT LEAST he knows me and we communicate thru TOOT! haha. Pero gang dun na lang ata yun. BAHALA NA SI BATMAN. :)

About the poem sa taas, I wrote it January 31 this year. Its about Juliet and Romeo, but unlike the original one, the case here is that Romeo doesnt want Juliet. :) Juliet is very much in love with Romeo but there is this other prince that loves Juliet who is richer than Romeo.Magulo? Haha basta yun na. I didnt know how I came up with this poem, basta pakibasa na lang. Its a fairytale type again. :)

Hayy, I really miss blogging. SOBRA. :) Just want to share with you some of my new pix before ending this post.

Promise, magpopst na ulit ako ng madalas. :) Take care Guys. Muah! <3

And another, Im gonna share with you some information about THE CHILD'S EYE. Here it is. :)

Title: The Child's Eye
Chinese: 童眼
World Premiere: September 4, 2010 (Venice Film Festival)
Release Date: October 14, 2010 (Hong Kong)
Runtime: 96 min.
Language: Cantonese
Country: Hong Kong
Genre: Horror

PLOT: A series of unfortunate events - a political crisis, blockades of international airport and roadblock totally disturb the plan of LAM LAM and friends in Thailand. Unwillingly, they stayed in an aged and shabby hotel. From the moment they checked in, they came across three weird children and a puppy, and strange things started happening one after another...

cast : Elanne Kwong - Ling Rainie Yang - Rainie Shawn Yue - Lok Ka Tung Lam - Chuen Izz Xu - Hei Ciwi Lam - Ciwi Rex Ho - Rex

Hi My Sweetheart

2011-01-15T02:56:00.000-08:00

Episode 3

Two research work were found to be almost similar, one of which is d written report of Bao Chu and Da Lung, & the other one is of Gao Gang. Both defended themselves & said that they worked hard for the said papers. But Bao Chu, having a bad reputation in Zhejiang University and a dirty record back in high school, was falsely accused of copying Gao gang's work. To save Bao Chu from expulsion, Da Lung told d professor that he was d one who copied Gao Gang's paper. Feeling guilty about Da Lung's statement, d real culprit (Gao Gang) admitted d mistake.

DA LUNG: Bao Chu Jie, have u stopped being mad?

BAO CHU: Not yet.

DA LUNG: I almost died just now & ur still mad? Then what will it take 4 u to forgive me?

BAO CHU: Get Lost!

DA LUNG: Where will I get lost to?

BAO CHU: I told u to get lost, out of my world!

DA LUNG: Is it that serious? Even though I shouldn't have doubted u, I risked being expelled to shoulder that 4 u.

BAO CHU: Who wanted u to do that? D more u do, d angrier it makes me!

DA LUNG: Why?

BAO CHU: Who do u think u are? Who are u to do this? Being misunderstood by everyone is my problem, being expelled is also my problem. I want to get angry, be sad, give up on myself, even if I wanted to die, its still my problem? Who wants u to care?! Why cant u be like d others & believe all the bad things were done by me? Why cant u just do that? Why cant u be like everyone else?!

DA LUNG: IDK. I just think things shouldn't be this way. Ur obviously a good person but why does everyone misunderstood u. People that haven't done anything wrong shouldn't be punished. Then again, I was just doing what I thought I should do. I just want to protect the people I want to protect.

BAO CHU: U want to protect me?

DA LUNG: (nodded) I want to protect d one who looks really mean & likes to hit people but is actually kind hearted, Bao Chu Jie. How could I just stand there & watch u get expelled?

BAO CHU: NO one likes me anyway! So what if I get expelled?!

DA LUNG: Who said everyone hates u! I LIKE YOU!.. ♥

BAO CHU: What do you like about me?

DA LUNG: I Like You, how u call me Shame of Society Ugly Mushroom Head. I like how u hit me 800 times a day. I like ur voice when u speak in English. I like u when ur drunk & have to piggy back u home. I like that u sleep in class but were really focused when doing the paper. I like that u like the Pink Panther like I do & know who his bestfriend is. I Like you, how ur obviously not the type of girl I'd like but I just like u.

BAO CHU: You idiot!

Bao Chu kissed Da Lung for the 3rd time.. :))

After Bao Chu and Da Lung kissed, they went home and talked for a while..

BAO CHU: Goodnight. :)

Da Lung waved goodbye, but went back, moved backward till he was standing next to Bao Chu.

BAO CHU: What are u doing?

DA LUNG: Bao Chu Jie, can I ask one question? Do we count as boyfriend & girlfriend now? :)

BAO CHU: Are u an idiot? (laughed)

DA LUNG: What do u mean an idiot? Of course I have to ask! You already took 3 of my first kisses!

BAO CHU: How were there 3?

DA LUNG: In front of Mo Lee,once. Just now again and CPR.

BAO CHU: CPR isn't kissing! :)

DA LUNG: Then twice! So, are we boyfriend & girlfriend now?

BAO CHU: Whatever! Its up to u.

DA LUNG: Whatever? This kind of stuff isn't just whatever!

BAO CHU: If u grumble more, I'm going to do 'that' to you!
(that means to do toot,haha its the xxx thing, LOL).

DA LUNG: Here? (unbotton his bottons) . Its inappropriate here. :D

BAO CHU: You seriously.....! (trying to hit Da Lung but Da Lung was able to escape Bao Chu's fist from hitting him and grabbed her hand).

DA LUNG: Can I ask one last question?

BAO CHU: What?

DA LUNG: Can u be a little bit more......gentle with me? (Bao Chu kicked Da lung) I really hope that one day I can see your sweet side.

BAO CHU: (speaking sweetly) Like Mo Lee?

DA LUNG: Of course, not necessarily like her. But at least a little gentle.

BAO CHU: Daydreaming are we? (smiled fakely) c'mon, lower ur head.

DA LUNG: Ur going to hit me again. :c

BAO CHU: No, I wont. Lower your head. (Da Lung lowered his head and Bao Chu shouted loudly).

BAO CHU: NEVER!

DA LUNG: Ow, i will be deaf! Im going to be deaf. (touches his ears) Hello? Hello?

BAO CHU: Idiot! Ur so ridiculous! (laughed)

Hi My Sweetheart

Random Thoughts..

2011-01-12T22:58:00.000-08:00

Lately, di ko na naa-update tong blog. I dont know if busy ba ko, or maybe tinamad lang. Seven days a week ang pasok ko, monday- wednesday is for duty, thursday and friday sa school and saturday-sunday is review for the July NLE.. Busy ba ko/ Actually parang hindi. haha. May time pa nga ko mag-FB lagi, kalikutin ang phone ko hanggang nasira na at kumain ng kumain.. Yea boi, lumamon. :)) Haha! I just gained 1.5-2 kilograms.Soo happy. :) Eto naman kasi gusto ko, mag-gain pa ng weight. Nga pala, about sa review sa iMIND ako nag-enroll. The reviewers are good (thumbs up), kaso mejo napapaabsent ako due to some reasons. Pero papasok na ko, swear! haha. Ano pa ba... hmmm.. Nasa BRTTH duty ko, ortho/surgical and this is my 4th week dun. As of now, headnursing ako sa Group 5 ng BUTC Level 4. Mababait naman, di naman ako nahirapan unlike ng iniisip ko dati. Tugs! Tugs! :)) Ahaha mental blocked ako..

Nga pala, I wana say sorry kay ano, basta ung sa open letter. :( I guess, masyado akong naging insensitive sa mga sinabi ko. Naging harsh ata ang dating ng pakasabi ko. I'm really sorry about sa post ko dito sa blog.. Sorry..

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER:

http://twitter.com/#!/reinadonna

Im just new on twitter. Di ko masyado gusto, pero pwede na din.. :)

Happy New Year Guys..

Xiexie, Wo ai ni..<3

Rainie Yang chops off her long locks!

2011-01-12T22:21:00.000-08:00

It’s not the end of world but...isn’t it a little shocking to see Rainie Yang without her signature long locks? Her hair probably hasn’t been this short since her 4 in Love days a decade ago. The latest issue of Next Magazine published photos of the star getting her new ‘do at a Taipei Salon, along with a title suggesting that it was an attempt to spice up her love life (?!) Anyway, what we really want to know is: What did she cut it for: A movie? A drama? A new album? A breakup? (on the advice) A fortune teller/Feng Shui master/Tarot card reader? Other?

Take a deep breath, here she is:

Try to compare this pic with the old look of Rainie.. Here it is...........

So what do you think? :) The old look is indeed much better right? But she's still cute. The cutest living BARBIE. haha. Hope you agree. :))

Princess Dorina's Tale.. :))

2010-11-23T00:36:00.000-08:00

It takes a lot of understanding, time and trust to gain a close friendship with someone. As ¡ approach a time of my life of complete uncertainty, my friends are my most precious asset. ♥ ♥

BIRTHDAY PRAYER.

Lord, let this feast of my birth be a reminder to me of all the gifts and blessings I have received from You this day and all the days of my life. On my day of celebration, I thank you for my life and all of my blessings and ask for another year filled with Your presence in my life that I may continue to grow in your love.

Gracious God, I thank You for enabling me to celebrate my birthday. Lord You have been good to me all these years and I thank You for all the blessings I have received but especially for life itself.

Creator God, I do not know what lies ahead for me this year. Yet I know that You are holding my future in Your hand. Let my ways be pleasing to you. As You have promised, be with me, Lord. Grid me with Your strength and grace so that I can live for Your light. Enable me to draw closer to You that I may walk in your peace and be the creative and loving person that you intend for me to be. I ask this and all things in the sure and certain knowledge of your love for me and for all your people. Amen...

Tomorrow is November 24, 2010. Birthday ko na naman. :)) 20TH birthday. hehe

Got nothing to say, duty pa rin ako tomorrow sa Ziga, buti nga 7-3 lang.

Hoping na sana maging maganda ang araw na yun....

Hope soo. :))

Thank you Papa God! :))

10-28-10 An Open Letter

2010-10-28T01:06:00.000-07:00

An Open Letter:

WALA NA. I ERASED IT NA. SORRY. :(
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By the way, Happy Halloween guys. :)

October is almost through. Sweet November na naman.

Why sweet? Its my birthday month. LOL. :))

Im turning 20, yeee turning older.

mukha namang bata. Ahaha.

What a great shift ng topic ano? :)

Well, Rainie lovethose who loves her.So if you love me, love you too. Hehe

To my friends at school - BUTC, the Galileans, SB Community friends, FB, FS and isama na natin ung airG...

Thank you soo much! :) Rainie is really thankful for having you guys around.=)

Pahabol. Hehe
thanks to Kuya Dennis for this video.
bday ko na nga talaga. Tenx! :))

Yesterday by Leona Lewis

2010-08-01T02:35:00.000-07:00

Check this song. Yesterday by Leona Lewis from the Spirit album. Heard it from a 2nd year student (Glaiza ata yun) sa school kanina lang, during the LITMUSDA Competition - vocal solo. :) Ang galing nung student, though nakakapanghinayang coz Aiden wasn't there to compete. Magandang laban sana. :p Well, ung song talaga nakakadala. It is a very nice song, very very nice. Si Leona Lewis pa kumanta, her songs are so so good like Better in Time, bleeding love, happy, and I got you. Maganda rin pakakanta nung student kaya thumbs up!:) :)

Lyrics | Leona lyrics - Yesterday lyrics

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never played
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday.

Hi My Sweetheart (杨晨玲)

2010-07-09T01:21:00.000-07:00

Da Lung:

I like you how you call me Shame of Society - Ugly Mushroom Head
I like you when you hit me 800 times a day.
I like how you dance.
I like it when you're drunk & have to piggy back you home.
I like that you like the Pink Panther like me & know who his bestfriend is.
I like you, how you're obviously not the type of girl I like

but I just like you..

Bao Chu:

I like him 'coz he is innocent.
I like how he doesn't seem to worry about things.
I like how he smiles.
I like him 'coz even people do bad things at him, he never holds a grudge.

Its Da Lung and Bao Chu's story - Hi My Sweetheart. Lin Da Lung/Hsue Hai played by Show Lo and Chen Bao Chu/Bao Chu Jie is my fave forever Rainie Yang. =) This was the last series Rainie had last year, and I heard as of now she's taping another show with Wu Chun - watch out! :) Back to HMS.

So the story revolves around the story of a wealthy prince Hsue Hai who disguised as Lin Da Lung who is a poor guy, when he entered a University at Hang zhou. Looking like a dork, with his ugly mushroom head, underbite and dorky black rimmed glasses, he is sometimes the center of attention. At Hang zhou he met Bao Chu, a despicable girl with no friends at all. She was said to dumped guys before just because they're penniless. And Da lung was the only guy who believes in her, the only one who got the courage to be friends with her and truly love her though Bao Chu hits him a couple of times a day. But the Chen family, have a big debt at investors and they need to pay it ASAP or else their business will fail. To compensate for it, Bao Chu's mom want her to marry a rich guy and dont want Da lung, a penniless guy to be with her. On Bao Chu's birthday, Da Lung planned to proposed to her and tell her the truth that he's not a penniless guy, that he's actually a wealthy prince but on that day, Bao Chu did not show up. When Da Lung called, Bao Chu's mom picked up the phone and told him that Bao Chu went to Europe to marry a rich guy, but the real thing is that Bao Chu got into a car accident enabling her to come to Da Lung. Destiny separated them, but after three years they met again and then I won't tell it anymore. Haha.. So there goes the story. Watch it yourself =) , its a very funny, romantic, dramatic and fantastic Taiwanese series. You will be surprise by the twists in the story, but you'll definitely enjoy it. THUMBS UP! =)

Da Lung and Bao Chu dance number in Hi My Sweetheart Competition

(one of the funniest and happy moments in HMS)

I really love it, love Da Lung and Bao Chu, and hey Lee Wei is also here. He played the role of Ho Yen Feng, Bao Chu's senior. He's the ever loving guy who have always been with Bao Chu for ten years (almost the same with his role in Bullfighting - martyr ). Hope you'll be able to watch it too. I watched it several times already, hindi nakakasawa. And the OST and tracks used were also great - Rainie and Show Lo's songs.

This is one of my favorite scenes in Hi My Sweetheart.

(I cried, sino ba naman ang di maiiyak nyan?)

Basta, watch it. You will laugh, cry and fall in love.♥ I love RY more because of this, hahaha. Im looking forward Rainie and Wu Chun's drama. I'll end this post with Da Lung's words but its a female version.

"I like you though you're obviously not the type of guy I like.'

This just mean that your ideal guy/girl might will be or not the one who will bring you happiness. Ideals are just standards, but we really dont know who we will fall in love with. We just fall, and sometimes we even dont know why we ♥ a certain person. We just love, and never ask why.

Stay in Love friends! Wo ai ni - Yu'lian. ♥

杨晨玲 Rainie Yang..

Reina - Rainfall..

2010-07-02T00:40:00.000-07:00

BLAH BLAH BLAH ...

I was in a certain place when I heard a familiar voice. 'He' called my name. I looked back and smiled at him. I didn't see him for quite a while, so I was glad to see him again. But when I looked on my side, I saw 'her' face seems startled by what she heard. She was looking at me, and I pretended not to noticed her. Is she still in love with him? But she's in a relationship now. What the hell - she's affected, she shouldn't be. And why the hell do I care? I don't like rumors, for false statements may be true for the chismosas out there. DUH! What am I saying? No malicious minds - just expressing myself..

The Addiction Continues.....

RY - I'd been using this as a code or username in some websites.. I even uploaded pics on FB holding a piece of paper having the letter's RY in it (its actually called a fansign - to prove one's identity). But whats RY? What really is it? :)

RY means Rainie Yang. =) If you had read my older post, you would say I'm a big fan - yes I am. I love Rainie so much, I find her so cute, bubbly, lovable and adorable with that angelic voice.

But now I have a new meaning to RY. Its Rainie-Yoona. :) Sino ba si Yoona? I'm talking about Im Yoona of SNSD or the Girls Generation. She's also the lead star of You Are My Destiny where she received awards as the Best Actress in different award giving bodies and Cinderella Man. I don't want to elaborate about this. Im on a rush. Haha! :) I like Yoona, very charming and sexy of course. LOVE SNSD. :) About the concert sa December 19 daw ng SNSD, goodluck na lang. Sa nag-iinvite manood mag- solicit ka muna ng pera. Haha! Libre mo na lang ako. :p

Happy Birthday to my brother Ralph tomorrow- July 3. :)

mag-tultol ka na daw Lap. Di na magparasagwot ki Mama.

Gurang ka na tabi, dae na magparasimbag pag pinaga-dagitan.

Wag mo na awayin si RJ, bata yun intindihin mo na lang.

At wag masyado insecure, basta PAKABAIT KA NA!

Hahahaha, peace..

Happy Bday ulit. :)

This is the end. Bleh! :p

AY di pa pala..Haha =)

Welcome to my new groupmates sa duty, my former groupmate Faith, tsaka si Sharra.
Oha oha! :) Name ko din na other groupmates ko - Ate Tin, Che, Acar, Karla, Dyan, Norman, Jo, Red..

eto na talaga.

Korny ng post na to. Haha.. :)

Bye bye! :p

U-KISS / PBB TEEN CLASH of 2010

2010-06-17T00:15:00.000-07:00

Guys I would like to share with you this controversial video of the PBB Housemate Teen Clash Edition. This was the scene during a spin the bottle game.It was not shown on television maybe because its a bit sensual, especially their age only ranges from 14-18 I guess. Uhm this is a bit disappointing coz they are really young but then they are acting this way. Lalo na, they served as models sana sa mga teens di ba. PBB is being broadcast nationwide, worldwide pa maybe tapos ung makikita ng mga viewers ganito. Though its a dare, iba pa rin talaga. How will their parents react kaya? I dunno . :p Well we have our own opinions about this thing, kindly respect mine. After all naman, im a big PBB fan. Maybe playful lang talaga mga teens nowadays (as if im not a teen anymore :p), haha.

About BRETZIE, well bet ko talaga si Fretzie though medyo lumalandi nga sya ngayon. Showy masyado si Bret sa feelings niya and I guess nadadala lang si Fretzie din. Agree? Lets support Fretzie sana, or if ayaw nyo sa kanya kay Ryan na lang. He's really funny. :) Lets support Ryan and Fretzie. =)

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Its the first day of classes, I was LATE - 45 minutes late ata. When I entered the room palakpakan ba naman sila, agaw-eksena ata ako.. It was not my fault really. I wake up early this morning, sadyang matagal lang ang byahe. Well now im here blogging again, an instant post. Hehe. :) Parang ewan lang e. Kuna anu-ano na lang sinabi. :p Ei, ei, ei... By the way have you seen the tv guesting of UKISS in Party Pilipinas and Showbiz Cental last Sunday? Ako, OO. :) They are really cute especially Kevin, Alexander, Eli and Dong Ho. Weeh, papable talaga. Hope I was able to watch their concert last monday, SAYANG! Pero kahit na, I really enjoyed watching them sing and dance. LOVE U-KISS! :)

He is now my crush aside from Kevin Woo of Ukiss. He speak English well, aside from 6 other languages. Isn't that cool? :) And take note his anme is ALEXANDER EUSEBIO. According to him his great grandfather is a Filipino, that is awesome. =) He's really cute, no doubt. But lately as I was watching his pic in my phone, I remembered someone. They have same features, but they don't look exactly the same. Of course Alex is much more better than him. May hawig lang. So everytime I see that pic na may hawig nga dun, nagbabrowse ako agad sa ibang pic nya to prove myself wrong. Haha then realized, hindi nga. Parang buang lang. :p Alex is turning 20 this July 7 so advance happy birthday cutie. :) I love him..

To end this post, let me say Happy Birthday to my friend Ruthie. :)
You just turned a year older, wish you happiness for yourself and your family..
Matanda ka na, goodluck. :p
Sheng Ri kuai Le Ruthie Annie!

To everyone, thanks for dropping bye..

GODBLESS.:)

Happy Bday Rainie Yang! :)

2010-06-03T21:33:00.000-07:00

生日快乐 (shēng rì kuài lè)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAINIE YANG! =)

I Love Rainie Yang..生日快乐 (shēng rì kuài lè) Yang cheng Lin

wo ai ni.. :)

Summer Affiliation '10

2010-05-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

Its been 5 days since I got home from our 5 weeks summer affiliation at Metro Manila. I learned and enjoyed our weeks of stay, and love the fact that I have a closer bond with my friends and earned new ones. I wont make this post that long coz an hour from now, I'll be joining my mother na ihatid ang uncle ko sa bus station papunta Manila. Uhmm, I miss this - BLOGGING. Medyo natagalan post ko, the last one pa nga sobrang ikli kasi by that time I was busy for the case presentation, tsaka 25 per hour ang internet dun sa Makati. Akalain mo yun. dolyar! Haha.. :) Anyway happy ako coz as of now , nasa Episode 13 of 14 na ako ng Hi my Sweetheart. Since Janury this year, I was looking for it sa mga bangketa ng DVD. Sa 168 mall ko lang pala mahahanap. The story is really good - thumbs up! :) I really love Rainie Yang, also Show Lo and Lee Wei. Try nyo panoorin. Lets talk about summer affiliation.

Our first duty was in Hospicio De San Jose. Very fulfilling ang pakiramdam kasi we were able to help the Lolas in our simplest ways. This experience made us realized that we should be thankful to our parents for bringing us up, and to take care of them like the way they took care of us when we were still young. Tama? :) Next duty was in National Center for Mental Health. Th environment is somehow frightening, but we enjoyed it. Third and fourth week was in Philippine Orthopedic Center. Hayy, exhausted - toxic na toxic sa dami ng gagawin. Then the last one was in Jose Fabella Memorial Hospital. More on chikahan about ourselves. :p Hahaha. Tsaka vital signs din. and on the last day we had a small program. So, that was all about the summer affiliation. Summarized talaga. :)

April 24 pala nasa Enchanted Kindom ulit kami. Gaya ng dati enjoy talaga. Di kami masyado nag-rides but we

enjoy watching ung mga street shows like belly dancing, fire dancing, ung mga horrible vampire dancers, ayun.. May mga pics sa FB, check it out na lang. :) So that would be all for this post. Sana next time di na ko tamarin. =) Goodluck sa ating lahat, malapit na naman pasukan. Take care everyone, Godbless!

Wo Ai Ni! :)

xiexie - 1! ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-03-04T01:22:00.000-08:00

Rainfall's FIRST YEAR! :)

My RAINFALL blog just turned a year old (few days from now - March 8), I don't even notice it. It was just too fast. Just last year, I was reading through blogs when I finally decided to put up my own. I named it RAINFALL for some reasons, & everything falls & flows as I go through it. I talk about anything & everything I want,that makes sense for me though maybe for others its simply nothing. I know only few visit & read my posts, but where do I get this kind of determination to continue blogging? I got no friend to talk to, so blogging is my way to tell the whole world im happy, sad, hurting, etc. Blogging or my RAINFALL is 1 of my comfort zones. Even if no one is viewing my web page, I just dont care. Haha happy birthday my RAINFALL, happy ist anniversary. =) This time I'll promise to never stop blogging unless im physically disabled or mentally preoccupied (sa ano?) hehe, I mean incapable to do so. But im hoping wag naman. Again I ♥ my RAINFALL and I never stop blogging for I like what I'm doing.

Happy Anniversary my RAINFALL! :)

Bullfight of Love.. ♥♥

Have you heard the sound of a basketball hitting against a board? That deep and resounding sound that moves people's hearts? Well that is the most ear-piercing battle drum to the world, it incites unlimited and valuable fighting spirit- BULLFIGHTING

Whose up for a bull fight of love? Well, love just like bullfighting or what we commonly know as street basketball, your goal is to get the ball, and once you got it, shoot and score. Im an Asianovela fanatic, and just last Sat I started watching Bullfighting (Freestyle) starring my man Mike He and one of SHE's member Hebe Tian. Watching the first episode was kinda boring & I used to think that buying the DVD was a waste of money but not until yesterday - I LOVE IT. Im now on the 7th episode, and Im really excited to watch the 10 remaining epi. I love the characters, especially of Hebe Tian and Lee Wei (Jin Zi Cong) made me fall in love. ♥ He made me realized how great can love be. I ♥ the way he loves a girl, truly amazing.

All his life, protecting Yi Sheng Xue (Hebe) is his goal, and he put aside his love for her in order not to be a hindrance to Sheng Xue's happiness. What a great sacrifice. You know what, everytime he cries, parang gusto ko sabihin na "ako na lang". Kung pwede lang. Sheng Xue is insensitive & childish to notice this. She can't see Zi Cong's greatness coz her focus is on Shen Ruo He (Mike). But somehow, I understand her. First love strikes deep. Her personality, innocence, being a troublemaker made Ruo He's ice cold world warm. And Ruo He (Mike) was changed because of that love. Don't want to tell u the whole story coz it might cause injuries to my fingers. Hehe.=) But I hope, somehow your getting some points of the story. I'll be posting a view of the story by the end of this post. I ♥ Hebe Tian. She acts well, & sings as good as Rainie too. :) Nagcompare? Well I like her, NOW. Lets see if this one that im feelin about her lasts, like what I'm feelin for Rainie & Mike.Lee Wei - I like him, or maybe just the character. He's also handsome (yee) & I want to see more of him. Hey guys, I copied some lines from Bullfighting episode 1-7 that caused tingling sensation to my ears & strikes deep down my heart & soul. This are translations coz the original words is in the Mandarin language. Hope you would be able to watch this too, coz you will see LOVE in its shapes & forms sabi nga ni Sheng Xue.

So here are the lines :

♥ "Gains and losses in life are not important, whats important is that everyone is together." - Yi Family

♥ "When you leave, remember to turn around & take a look at the people you've left behind." - Zi Cong

♥ "Because of basketball I got to know love's many shapes & forms. And it is also of basketball, that I got to know Shen Ruo He. It is when I got to know him that I knew how a basketball can change a game & control one's heartbeat & determine two people's fate." - Yi Sheng Xue
♥ "Yi Sheng Xue you might be the most terrifying terrorist in the world. Coz in such a short time, you managed to walk straight on into my heart". - Shen Ruo He

♥ "He has no conscience for it was thrown to the Pacific Ocean, eaten by the sharks & was digested." - Yi Sheng Xue

♥ "If someone has deceived you before, don't come near him again. He may have found his c0nscience, and saved you once, but he may go back to his original nature someday and hurt you again." - Shen Ruo He

♥ "Is falling in love just like basketball? Do they both have scoreboard? Even though I'm behind in the first half, I still have the chance to catch up and ultimately win the competition." - Zi Cong

♥ "To me the spirit when in love & playing bullfighting is one and the same. No matter how tight your defense is, as long as I love you I will definitely find your weak spot, breakaway from you, get past you, speed past you and score." - Sheng Xue

♥ BULLFIGHTING

STARSTRUCK: The Final Judgement

Last Sunday, that was Feb.20 - Starstruck's The Final Judgement for the 5th batch was held at the big dome. What
made it different from the previous batch? Well, for the first time, they had Final 5 instead of Final 4 for the Judgement Night. And Starstruck 5 was not only a nationwide talent search, it also includes Filipino's all over the world aspiring to be celebrities. So for the F5, we had 3 boys -Steven Silva, Enzo Pineda, Rocco and 2 girls- Sarah Lahbati and Diva Montelaba. The supporter's of Enzo in blue, Diva in orange, Steven in green, Sarah in yellow and Rocco in violet. I was amazed by the performances of F5, especially the performance of Diva and Steven (bet ko sila for the title), what they showed was really great. Si Sarah may mga konting sabit on the high notes ng The Climb, but she have a good singing voice, of course Diva also. Kaya nga Diva, diba? LOL. =) and the guys, they were so charming that night.

On the final hour of the judgement night, I was hoping that Steuen and Diva will make it as the Ultimate Male and Female Survivor. But during the announcement sa First Princess, disappointed agad ako coz Diva was called, meaning Sarah is the Ultimate Fem.. But on the other side, both of them nmn really deserves to be a winner, so Sarah is ok with me. Sabi nga ng counsel, hindi ung title na makukuha nila ang mgsasabi ng mgiging fate nla sa Showbiz. Look at Hero Angeles (sorry, I should not cite an example but 4 understanding), asan na ba sya? And for the guys 2nd Prince was Rocco, Enzo as the ist prince and Steven as thd Ultimate Male Sur.. Well, congratulations. Im looking forward to see this new GMA artists on the shows, albums and movies of the network. I want to see more of them outside Starstruck. To the F5 goodluck and congratulations, and to those celebrity aspirants, keep dreaming and dont hold back.

Sabi nga ng tagline ng Starstruck - DREAM, BELIEVE, SURVIVE. :)

xiexie for visiting RAINFALL.. ♥ ♥ ♥

Happy Heart's Day.. :)

2010-02-11T03:14:00.000-08:00

Entering high school back in 2004, made a lot of changes in my life. Being elected as the muse of some organizations somehow gave my schoolmates a glimpse of who I am. Some students like me, some hates me. Some gave me smiles, some raised their their eyebrows when I walked by. A friend told me, ang taray ko daw kasi kaya ganun na lang sila sakin. Sabi ko naman, I won't change my face for them to like me and besides I'm not in school to please everyone. Taray di ba? But I'm not really like that. Why don't they dig deeper to see the real me? But it don't really make so much sense, coz I know mabait naman ako.. That's why he liked me.... Yea, that was the reason why he used to like me. He was my first love and also my first heartbreak. Do you remember my poem He's Just in my Mind? It's about him actually, but let me clear that I'm not anymore in love with this tadpole. I used to, but not anymore. I can definitely say that I'm so over him, but not with the memories for I really treasure it somehow. Because of that love we used to share (weh), I grow up to be someone mature enough. But I'm not saying that I am this mature now because of that love alone. Of course there are still more reasons for that. I'm also thankful for those moments that I will forever cherish, and that tadpole, among all this guys I've met, he was the first and as of now the only guy I loved and loved me. If we are just going to talk about love, I think I got too much to share though I've never been in a relationship yet. And honestly up to now, may kilig factor pa din. :) Haha I can't help but laugh thinking na baka he's reading this one.Oopps, in case you are - paki ko ba.

Uhm, its February the LOVE Month. I'm still single (as always) but I'm happy. Yea I'm, happy. :) I don't know the exact reason, but its really the way I feel. Recently, I'd been involved in a strange affair, but I consider it a part of a game involving my playful side. And somehow, I enjoyed it- honestly. I don't know how I will explain this for I don't want to be judge and I hate destructive criticisms definitely. Wanna guess? If your open-minded about the things around us, maybe, just maybe I can share it with you.But approach me nicely, not as if I'm hiding a top secret. Or maybe its worth keeping. Its actually over, and I'm missing it badly. Very weird, but I don't know why I'm feeling this way. I ended it, before coming to a point that I don't have enough courage to let go or leave it. Wooh, but hey guys as I'm encoding this post something just change. I'm still on it, LOL.. :) I don't know.. Bahala na talaga, happy naman ako. Happy din sana kayo. =)

Happy Heart's Day in advance guys.. This would be my Valentine's post for this occasion.. Shout-outs to my family and relatives, friends, co-bloggers, schoolmates, airG buddies, ka-Facebook and Friendster, everyone who knows me- LOVE YOU guys.. :) Happy heart's day, hope this month and the rest of the days be full of love and hope for everyone. To Yang Cheng Lin (Rainie Yang), (sorry palagi sya kasama sa post ko), Wo Ai Ni, my love and addiction will never end, LOL.. =) To my dream man, He JunXiang (Mike He), I love you super duper.Haha addict! Well enough for that. Xie Xie (thank you) to my friends who happened to read this post and hope you'll come by again.

Happy Valentine's Day again..:)

To those in love, keep loving.

To those in relationship, hope you'll last..

To those loveless, be patient..

To those who hate me, I don't care..

and to those who love me, xie xie

and wo ai ni.. :) wo ai ni...

Rainie Love You.. :)

Missing Rainfall.. ^^

2010-01-26T22:24:00.000-08:00

Something sweet is happening, but its really strange.Oww, I can't share it now. Maybe when its over I can (but I don't want to quit playing this game yet coz somehow I'm enjoying it. :) Haha I almost forget about my beloved RAINFALL for a while, even my Rainie Yang. But everytime I see her face on my phones screen, she really makes me smile. And no wonder, I'm really a big Rainie fan. :) Hey guys, i'm having a severe stomach ache since monday and series of watery stools.. Ung goto yun sa BRTTH na kinain namin nung snack, I'm sure. Tomorrow is the midterm exams for some subjects. Goodluck sakin at di pa ko nag-aaral. ^^ By the way again and again, any Rainie Yang pix that you have kindly send it to me.. ung hindi from google or yahoo. or send it to me through bluetooth.Xie xie! :)

Guys in few days Valentine's Day na.. God bless the singles! LOL! ^^,

January 27 - Happy 20th Anniversary to mom and dad.. :)

I love Rainie Yang and I'll never get tired of saying it..

Rainie Yang . . :)

2010-01-16T00:01:00.000-08:00

Rainie Yang at the end of last year admitted she had a crush on someone. She hoped during New Year's she would receive a text message from him, but unfortunately her hopes were dashed, the other party made no contact making her feel a little disappointed. After she had finished her work on New Year's eve, a female fan (a girl dressed as a boy) holding flowers and a diamond ring proposed to her, with this considerate gesture it made her laugh and slowly recover from her disappointed feelings.

Rainie's unrequited love, time limit extended to Valentine's day

Rainie's new song "Rainie Love" held an autograph sessioesterday, the record company organized a rain ceremony, at the event they even prepared prinkler truck. Rainie also used a water gun to spray the fans, with people on stage and below the stage getting wet.

On New Year's eve after being let down by her unrequited love she still did not giveved so many congratulatory text messages, after inspecting each message I didn't receive any congratulatory messages from "him", but it doesn't matter I will push back the deadline until Valentines day, if I don't hear anything from him I will just give up!" Asking what her wishes were for the New Year, Rainie hoped she would be able to hold a concert and has already planned to invite her mother as the special guest.

Unbearable Pain..

2010-01-13T02:16:00.000-08:00

I'm starting to lose faith. Hearing it from someone so near to you, seems to cut all the remaining hopes your heart and mind ha kept. The pain comes rushing through my nerves, constricting my veins giving me a sudden attack. "IT" is my strength, but at the same time giving me an unbearable weakness. "IT" gave me light to see, but too much of it blinded me. But after all the pain I'm feeling, its still the best thing I've got in life which I will treasure with every hope and faith remaining inside of me...

Uhm Im done with the pre-oral. It wasn't that good, questions rained on me. ^^

and I wasn't able to answer everything, na-speechless ako kay Sir Bueno..

I thought my thesis would be rejected, thanks to God at hindi naman..

Back to blogging again............

Rainie Yang and Mike He... Love you both! :)

Im screaming it na, love na love ko sila..

Ate Gail, advance Happy Bday.. :)

Love you so much!

Godbless.. ^^,

Rainie's Latest Interview.. :)

2010-01-04T23:26:00.000-08:00

'I'm a tomboy around guys'; Rainie Yang says sense of insecurity affects her love life
SHE's a cute top-selling Taiwanese singer. But Rainie Yang, 25, has her moments of insecurity.

In a recent interview with The New Paper, she recalled how she was once dissed on the streets of Taiwan when she started out in showbiz.

Rainie, then only 16, and had just been recruited to join the now-defunct Taiwanese girl band, 4 In Love.

She said: 'I was very unpopular when I entered the entertainment field.

'I remember once, someone walked past me and said 'Do you think you're really that pretty?'

That wasn't the only incident that stung her.

She was browsing in a bookshop in Taiwan when a stranger pointed to her and muttered: 'I don't even remember her name, she's just a nobody.'

But don't let her sweet and fragile looks fool you.

She wishes her detractors would just 'scold me to my face instead'.

When 4 In Love disbanded two years later, she found fame with the role of Qi Yue in the 2005 idol drama, Devil Beside You.

Already a household name by then, she went on to record four albums. The latest, Not Yet A Woman, was released last November.

Rainie was in town recently to promote her latest drama, ToGetHer, which is currently showing on Channel U, with co-stars Jiro Wang and George Hu.

She plays Momo, a social hermit whom is obsessed with a comic character who she believes would come into her life one day.

Jiro, 28, is a member of Taiwanese boyband Fahrenheit and American-born George, 27, is best remembered for his role as Nan Feng Lin in the 2007 idol drama, Romantic Princess.

Criticisms, Rainie says, have kept her grounded but they have also increased her self-doubt.

She said she even gets insecure over whether her friends want to go out with her.

Said Rainie: 'I always make sure I ask them way in advance if they want to spend time with me.

'My biggest fear is if I ask them on the day itself, they will reject me.'

These anxieties have even been a hindrance in her love life.

Behaving like 'one of the boys' is second nature to her. She does it in a bid to bond with the opposite sex.

'My girly side won't come out at all and I become such a tomboy. That is why my co-stars have never been interested in me,' she said.

Rainie admitted that she has had her fair share of celebrity crushes, with her all time favourite being recently-married Hong Kong actor Tony Leung.

But when she was younger, the female celebrity she adored was Japanese actress Atashi Yumi. She would even go all out to emulate Yumi's physical appearance by wearing 'braces so that I could have her smile'.

Hard but fun

As for what it was like filming with two cute hunks, Rainie said the hardest parts were the tear-jerking moments which drained them emotionally.

She said George was the best at such scenes as he could cry on cue whereas she and Jiro would have to prepare in advance.

But there were fun moments too, like when she had to perform cardiopulmonary resuscitation on Jiro.

She said she had to get into a 'kissing position' while Jiro practised 'spitting water out'. He ended up throwing up a mouthful of water on Rainie's face.

'I was completely all right with it,' she said. 'It was just water.' Then she added with a giggle: 'And I bet a lot of girls are envious of me now!'

Rainie? She's just a good friend

IN THE drama ToGetHer, Jiro and George play guys who are in love with the same girl.

What about in real life?

Jiro quickly insisted; 'No, Rainie's really just our machi (good friend).'

But he and George agreed that it is easier for them as actors to date an actress.

George explained that female celebrities would be used to the paparazzi and there would thus be more 'mutual understanding' in the relationship.

The actors also said they could relate to their characters who are both otakus.

Otaku is a Japanese term used to refer to people who mostly stay at home and have obsessive interests, particularly anime, manga, and video games.

Jiro admitted that his love for collecting comics is 'legendary'.

As for George, he said: 'I was so crazy over this comic called Gen13 that I once drew out the entire comic.

'Sometimes I would draw it with an altered storyline, that was how obsessed I was with it.'

Da Dong only has Rainie Yang's number; plenty of room for DongLin love

Jiro Wang (Da Dong) has worked with idol drama leading actresses Ariel Lin and Ella but Rainie Yang who he worked with for CTV & GTV's [ToGetHer], is the only lead actress with whom he has exchanged phone numbers and personally called. Not only do they send text messages to each other, they go out to sing and eat together, and even have tacit understand, turning up in "couple outfits".

Previously rumoured not getting along; Rainie is the first to talk and break the ice

The two seem to be getting closer so is "DongLin love" beginning to emerge? On the 10th, Da Dong admitted that feelings depend on fate and Rainie Yang who has not dated for two years, urges herself never to set up boundaries when dating, leaving lots of room for imagination.

While Da Dong was filming [ToGetHer], he and Rainie were once rumoured to be not getting along well because in the film they were in love but offscreen, their interactions were like "ice". Da Dong explained, "I'm not that good at talking to girls and I also get scared that I'll talk too much and people will think I'm trying to hook up with girls." Later, Rainie took the initiative to finally "break the ice". At the very beginning, she complimented his figure and personally, she also comes up with topics so they can develop feelings for the drama. Da Dong said, "I really am quite slow when it comes to emotions."

Both compliment each other; she is dainty and cute* while he is faithful

Da Dong admitted, "She has another, rather attractive side. When I was very high in spirits at the KTV event, she was very focussed, just like a little fangirl. She really has a 小鳥依人 side." Rainie also called Jiro faithful and romantic man. Dating people within the industry, there are more advantages than disadvantages because you both understand what the business is like. She dates based on emotions; Linda and Patty Hou both introduced chauffeurs to her, but she rejected them all.

Rainie, Rainie, Rainie! :)

2010-01-04T21:10:00.000-08:00

A FAIRYTALE

by Rainie

A love so true like a fairytale,

buIld of dreams and wishes but no one can tell,

if it is for real, the love that she feels,

which is as lovely and pleasant as a daffodil..

She is a Princess with an innocent heart,

a heart once broken and cut into parts.

She was almost blinded by a ray of light.

Hoping and wishing for love to be in sight..

Patiently waiting night and day,

for love to come and cross her way.

A Prince to build a castle out of clay,

and to the tune of a melody will make her sway..

And then a Prince came so near,

with a promise saying..

"no more tears"

'My love is here, need not to fear,

Just believe and I make you see'..

Her whole wold suddenly lighten,

upon hearing the wolds spoken.

Feels like stars above are shinin,

way down to her and the Price smilin..

The Princess' fairytale came true,

and she has a message left for you.

Believe in fairytale stories coz yes it's true,

and it may happen to me and you..

Happy New Year again.:) .Few minutes ago, I was looking at some blogs on the web (Rainie's official blogs), but unfortunately I can't understand what are written in there. That's the only way sana na I could reach out to her pero yun nga. :( I was kinda sad dahil dun. Inuna ko pa nga un kesa sa thesis ko..Huhu, sana marunong din ako mag-Mandarin..:( How sad. Ei maiba nga tayo, just yesterday I met some cool dudes on airG. Si Dustin, the asianovela and korean movies addict,at dun kami nagkasundo..But di nya gusto masyado si Rainie, but its ok..I want to know someone na gusto din sana si Rainie, as much as I want her..Rainie Yang fan's cmon! Pero in some stuffs naman nagkakasundo kami, I learned from him, sa kaadikan nya. Hehe. Memorized nya lahat ng Korean stars, akalain mo yun. He's the only guy I know na ganun. I even asked him to recommend some Korean movies at ang dami nyang alam. Well, ala lang kwento lang.. And I have this half- pinoy and half-korean friend, si Leei.. I find him cool kahit mejo mayabang. Hehe, they are enchanted by my pics sa airG (ako naman talaga yun, kaso ewan..Am I that pretty dun sa pic na yun?)..Hmm, and dahil sa kalokohan ko, andami naniwala na taga Taiwan ako..Sorry na lang. RainieYang username ko sa airG, baka lang gusto nyo ko i-add. :) Hmm chika ko lang.. Thesis naman.. Watch nyo to..I LOVE RAINIE YANG! :)

Paki-intindi nga.. :) ehe, salamat! Rainie, rainie, rainie,rainie,, rainie, .. :)

Happy New Year! :)

2010-01-01T20:26:00.000-08:00

Ei guys, how's the start of your year? Happy, happy New Year! :) Its the Tiger's year-2010 and all of us are hoping it would be a great year for all of us..Well, I already prepared something to be post for this year,my first post - but I left it. :( I wrote a poem last December 31 and I plan to make it my first blog post for this year but unfortunately, naiwan ko. The title of the poem - A Fairytale. Hmm it is quite longer than my other poems and maybe cuter (not that emotional), and its actually a story-like again. I'll just post it by the next time I'll get online.But I'll share with you the first part of it, yun lang kasi naaalala ko sa haba din nun. It goes this way,..

A love so true like a fairytale,

build of dreams and wishes but no one can tell,

if it is for real,

the love that she feels,

which is as lovely and pleasant as a daffodil. .

So that's how it goes. I'll just post it next time.. Happy New Year again! :) Godbless everyone..

Happy Holidays! :)

2009-12-29T20:46:00.000-08:00

Due to my intense addiction (maybe you know what I mean), I forgot to greet you guys a Merry, Merry Christmas ana a Prosperous Ney Year! But I'm not that ate naman, di ba? Before the year end, at least naka-greetako. :) Well, how's the holiday my dear readers, followers and co-bloggers? Ako? I had a great tim, yeah a good one. All day long I just listen to OK FM 97.1 (the coolest radio station in town), coz our television is out of its system. So, I wasn't able to watch movies which I love doinf during rest days. Anyways, 2009 will end in 2 days. Any New Year Resolutions? Ako I have, :) . Im now taking all my chances, doing the best that I can do and enjoying things this life may offer. I'll be a good girl na (I'm always naman ata), and I'll try fighting laziness by next year (at least I tried). =)

Top 10 Reasons Why 2009 is Still a Good Year after all the Downfalls..

1. Passing the Midwifery Licensure Exam last April.

2. Rainie Yang and Gail nicolas, they were one of the great inspirations I have this year till the end of time. :) The never fail making me smile..

3. I'm now on my 3rd year. Remember my post months ago that im kinda wooried if im gonna continue my schooling? Wel, I' still here. :)

4. Mike He, Kim Bum and Jerry Yan- they make me fall in love. Pretty faces,yeehh! :) Belated Happy Bday my dear Mike last Dec.28.. =)

5. Music - it relaxes me and it bring me to places I love for a while, by just listening to it. Love the songs of Rainie, though I relly can't understand the meaning. I love the melodies of her songs. =)

6. Talking about money, itsreally not a good year for us. But i'm happy we nmade it through somehow.

7. I gain friends, yeah incomparable friends. I feel so happy coz I can see and feel how much they treasured the friendship we have. Hmm, hop the never change. :)

8.I can feel love from my relatives, yap! and I love them too..

9. RAINIE YANG - she herself is making me happy this month. Its pretty obvious right? Lol. :)
I love her so much.. yeah!

10. My RAINFALL -my blog.. Yes, it brings me much joy..

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :)

Its the year of the Tiger..

Check this One.. :)

2009-12-28T17:45:00.001-08:00

yu ai - super cute video..a very nice song. :)

Rainie Yang.. :)

2009-12-25T17:39:00.000-08:00

Ai Mei.. :)

Name: 楊丞琳 (杨丞琳) / Yang Cheng Lin
English name: Rainie Yang
Also known as: Ah Lin / Lin Lin / Xiao Cheng Lin / Cheng Lin / Yeung Sing Lam / Lily
Birthdate: 1984-Jun-04
Birthplace: Taipei, Taiwan
Profession: Actress, singer and host
Height: 162cm
Weight: 42kg
Star sign: Gemini
Chinese zodiac: Rat
Blood type: A

She started acting when she was 14-years-old, appearing in movies and commercials in Hong Kong. At 15, she auditioned for a girl band to be launched by BMG Records called "4 in Love" and passed with flying colors. From then on, she was called "Rainie" to fit in with the weather-based named girls of the group; she was originally called Lily in the industry. She moved to Taiwan and pursued her acting career as she lived with her co-band members under one roof. She starred in various dramas starting with the mega blockbuster Meteor Garden where she played a supporting, yet pivotal role as the cute Xiao You (Hana Yori Dango’s "Yuki" Chinese counterpart). The rest is history as she proceeded on to be a much-loved leading lady by respectable men and starred in more bankable dramas. Unfortunately, in late 2002, 4 in Love had to disband. Windie and Sunnie proceeded with their studies and Cloudie pursued becoming a stewardess. Rainie was left in the E-circle. Continuing as a solo artist, she reached new heights and levels with a different job- as a host. She discovered her hosting skills with the hosting jobs she did left and right. She became a host without disrupting her acting career where she also received many projects. She continued singing by performing on the OSTs of her dramas. 2005 was a pivotal year for Rainie. Her leading TV series "Devil Beside You" (恶魔在身边) with Mike He brought her song Ai Mei absolute success. She holds the record as the first Chinese newcomer to achieve platinum status with her debut album My Intuition Ai Mei.

-from DRAMAWIKI

I was surprised upon knowing that my fave Asianovela star- Rainie Yang, also sang the OST's of her tv shows.From Devil Beside You,Why Why Love and other shows like Romantic Princess,Rainie Yang was behind it. Maybe you know now why I prefer to call myself Rainie in my past posts. =) I thought, Rain is just an actress but she's included in a band before she took an acting career. I love her song An Mei (Devil Beside You OST), that is a very good song from her first album I guess. I love their team-up (Mike He and Rainie), they are so cute together. Mike is a very handsome man (no doubt), his eyes, the way he stares at Rainie, his smiles, he's really a hottie. =) I hope the chemistry between the two continues to reality, not just in shows. I really love them together,I want to see more of them not just in Devil Beside You and Why,Why Love. Im hoping and dreaming of meeting them someday. I want to see how Mike really stares and laugh and
Rainie, if how jolly she is and to hear her angelic voice. How I wish.. =) All I can say now is that I really really love Rainie Yang and Mike He. They are giving me much happiness this holidays, though I'm troubled about my thesis. Rainie is an inspiration for me,and it seems like I now prefer to be called "Rainie". Its not bad naman ata coz our names sounds alike, right? Haha, from now on, Rainie is the name of the blogger. =)

Rain on Earth! :)

2009-12-17T01:41:00.000-08:00

My fave pair, they are so cute together.. I love Rainie and Mike! :)

I love Rain! Rain on Earth! =)

Group 7.. :)

2009-12-17T00:58:00.000-08:00

Makulit, maingay at masaya - that's the three words that best fit to the group. But yet, Group 11 is still the best group ever among the rest. Knowing each one of them is great. But meeting a new group is always a new challenge, with new beginnings and of course, friendship. Being with a new group this year frightened me at first, but as time goes by, I started realizing they were as good as my former groupmates, though at some points maybe different. I may not be close to some of them, but I really enjoy the company as a group. At first I compared my new group to the former, and I saw negative points about my new group (7) and I keep missing my former group (11). But everything changes, I love the new group as much as I love the old one. And Im hoping they would still be my groupmates during the summer affiliation. But new groupings were already made, and I dont even have one of them in my new group. Well, thats life.

To Group 7 - I love the group and its really fun learning and bonding with you guys. I will miss everyone in case of separation, but all of you will always be remembered. Thank you and Merry Christmas group 7, love you all.. :)

C2 Advertisement..

We had a party last December 15, on our last duty for this year. We are complete, oww not really pala coz Junesa wasn't there, but we have our new groupmate Kuya Bilon. We brought foods ( spaghetti, ice cream, chicken, cake, and the product being asvertised - C2 Green Tea! hahaha! :) c2 should give us an award or free 1 month supply of their product. =) We also have gifts to give to our manito and manita. Taht was a party full of fun and surprises, and so tummy filling. Thank you for the good times groupmates, and to Universal Robina - you should thank us! Haha, sige na nga welcome na.. :)

THANK YOU JUNESA! :)

I like the gift, thanks to Junesa. Personalized talaga. I like the effort, super cretive and colorful. Thank you so much. Sayang lang coz your not with us nung party. Anyway, merry xmas! Thank You again! God bless.. :)

Ooopss: No photos yet. I'll edit this post as soon as those photos are uploaded..

Hearty heart..

2009-12-06T20:34:00.000-08:00

He's Just in my Mind

Im not in love.

Its just that when I think of love,

he's all what I think about.

Coz everytime I think about love,

memories of him fills up my mind.

And everytime he's all in my mind,

I started realizing he's just in my mind...

...but not in my heart.

"I ALWAYS get what I WANT"

Mang Inasal with Ate Gail..

2009-12-01T17:13:00.000-08:00

Ate Gail Nicolas on the new Mang Inasal Commercial.. :)

The Tale Goes on...

2009-12-01T16:39:00.000-08:00

As the music keeps playing and pictures were flashed on a big screen, she started crying without knowing what the cause was. Everyone got worried and asked the reason for her tears. And as another song plays, a friend took her to the floor, dance with her, comforting and giving her words of encouragement. At their back was another pair and she was shocked upon seeing the man's face. It was him,the man she lost,the man she loves. He was seriously staring at her, with a blunt face. And as the song continuously plays, her friend left her on the floor, giving way to the man. They switched partners. At that moment, she don't know how she would feel and react, as her hands were on his shoulders. She cant even look at him as they dance. No words came out of their mouths till the song ended. They separated across the floor without even a word, just a glance - a meaningful one. Then she realized, she'll never get over him, for nobody but him made her feel
the way she feels.

October 20 is a National Holiday?..

2009-11-27T01:30:00.000-08:00

Me and two friends were on our way to the terminal, riding a bus. And upon reaching the terminal, I was shocked by a big sign posted on a tree saying, "OCTOBER 20 IS A NATIONAL HOLIDAY"; .I don't know if the ones with me notice the sign, but it really puzzled me. Roaming my eyes around, I was more amazed to see people of almost hundred in number and they were in pairs, sitting on benches. The place is filled with trees and the atmosphere was suited for lovers I guess. Its really shocking to see those things and incidence in a terminal,for what is commonly seen there are public vehicles. Upon clearing my sight, thinking that I'm hallucinating, I was deeply,deeply shocked by what Ive seen. Those in pairs were kissing, showing intimacy and as if they don't mind if someone is staring at them. Turning my back to see my friends reaction, I was again shocked to see that they were gone. And I started realizing that I'm the only one standing there, staring at those people. I was surrounded by them, I'm the only one standing at that very moment when everybody's busy doing their things on those benches. Then I looked at the sign again, and ask myself "Is October 20 really a holiday?". If yes,what is it all about?."

Then my phone alarmed. Its already 5:20 AM and I might be late for school, so I immediately fixed myself. It was a dream,but what does it mean? October 20, what does it symbolize? I was left with hanging questions. And what I want now is to try figuring out the dream that puzzled me- the sign saying OCTOBER 20 IS A NATIONAL HOLIDAY.

A Tale of Princess Dorina.. :)

2009-11-18T02:44:00.000-08:00

Lets suppose its November 24, 2009 today. Well whats so special about this date? Haha, read my post below to know. On that date kasi i'll be busy- last duty day in Iriga and though gusto ko mag-online, I just cant. Kukulangin tayo ng oras, 24 hours is not enough I guess. Haha :) Mabuti if extended ang November 24, additional hours pa. =) So, I decided to post this one earlier than expected.

NOVEMBER 24, 2009

A BIRTHDAY PRAYER

Gracious God, I thank You for enabling me to celebrate my birthday. Lord You have been good to me all these years and I thank You for all the blessings I have recieved but especially for life itself.

Happy Birthday Rain!

The gift of life, love and friendship are the most precious gifts a man could ever have. From the time of birth, till the last breath we will receive these gifts. And we must treasure every single year of our life, coz as others say "Life is short", so live it!

For the past 19 years of this life, rainbows and downfalls filled my heart. But God gave me hundreds of reasons to live and enjoy life, when he gave me his life. He has given me another chance to continue the journey. The previous years (4 yrs), was indeed the time of my life, and is still on going for me to cherish. You may not understand what I mean, if you dont know the story. And I have no plan of spreading it through blogging. Wooh! Enough for that. Hey guys, I just turned a year older, but im still young, =) . Its my 19th bday, November 24. My Wish? Genuine happiness, good health, safety and success for myself & my family. I want happiness for all of us, and I hope to start the 19th year of my life with great happiness. =)

Hmm about lovelife, wish ko? Sana ma-meet ko sya on the right time, coz love at the wrong time ends unhappy. Am I right? Haha. Im not yet ready to fall in love. But if somewhere down the road I meet that someone again, and if things go the way I want it to be, pwede rin. Hehe, joke. =) Happy bday to me,

-the unica hija
-the only girl among my cousins sa father side bearing the surname Patriarca
-the eldest among my girl cousins sa mother side.
That is a little glimpse at my Family background. =) yes, happy bday to me,
-the girl who sucks in Math
-the girl who loves English and music, and lastly,
-the girl who loves blogging, social networking and the likes.

Yes, happy bday to me. Haha, ulit-ulit (nag-eenjoy ako ulitin e, ^^,). And to my RAINFALL, 8months ka na din. Whew, trip lang at first when I tried blogging but look how far it goes. I love it so much! =) Happy 8months my blog and thanks sa lahat ng bumati at babati pa through Facebook, Friendster, Blogger, sms and emails. Thanks talaga guys, i-acknowledge ko na lang kayo sa next post ko. Its not yet too late to greet me, tsk! Its so early pa nga. :) Sa mga nakalimot at makakalimot, neknek nyo! Hehe joke lang, its ok.. So this would be the end of this post, thank you so much! Gracias! =)

Happy Birthday Reina Donna Mar Patriarca! :)

Rainie's Big Reveal...

2009-11-12T01:28:00.000-08:00

yeeeeh! Its November! :) haha, sorry for over reacting.. Masaya lang ako, =). Well, whats new? Wala naman masyado, aside from pasukan na naman, ahemm somethings gonna happen. Haha. What is it? It will be a big revealation. :) sshh sa ngayon its a secret muna. Its been a while din since my last post, I stayed in the house lang the whole semestral break, ay pumunta din pala ko sa Lola ko last October 31- November 1 for the fiesta. I became the yaya of my baby cousin JR, pero di ako nagrereklamo ah coz I enjoyed it. Sobrang bait at cute na bata, I really love babies. :) Miss ko na nga sya, mejo matagal na naman bago ko un ulit makakita. Nung vacation, I prepared something to be post here but I will not post it na. Im a changed person now (owwsss), so enough of the drama as much as possible. I prepared another one next to this one, sa baba you will read it (may intro muna di ba hehe?) and sorry for those na naghintay sa continuation ng poem, wala pa eh and sorry kasi tag-lish ang post na to, IM NOT PREPARED! Haha, I just miss blogging so I posted something here though im not prepared. So lets start with my post na kahit panu prepared naman ako.hehe :)

THE SHOCKING TRUTH

Do you remember me as the girl playing boys games before? Haha, I had this boyish attitude and act when I was younger. And I guess now that Im grown up, I still have a bit of it. You may find it confusing but dont get me wrong. =) I love action movies, I like fast cars, Im comfortable wearing loose clothing and lastly, its my simplicity that makes me different from the other girls. But this boyish aura somehow gave people a wrong impression of me. And I dont care that much actually, Im not born to please everyone. Having my family and friends is enough to keep me goin. Ahmm maybe your wondring why im talking about it. Its because I want to share something with you about SEXUALITY. In our review for the board last Feb-April, Sexuality was defined as the behavior of being a boy/girl, man/woman and is an entity subject to a lifelong dynamic change. So in our community, aside from boys and girls, we have gays, lesbians and the bisexuals. Dynamic change to which sexuality is subjected thats why may third sex maybe. So Bisexuality is said to be the attraction to both boys and girls. Lets deal on it. Falling in love and engaging in a relationship with someone opposite your sex is normal. But with the same sex? I guess I have to think of it a million times. But, hmm its still a no for me.

My dear friend I have something to tell you. I really dont like same sex relationship but since your my friend I'll accept the biting reality. Though its a shocking truth you made me see how you treasured the friendship we have. You hide it from mo for couple of monthsand I now understand. Your old enough to decide for yourself and I just wish you happiness and good luck. Im sorry for breaking a promise, PEACE sana tayo. Di na ko nagpilit coz I know you will not permit me to do so. But im really sorry, if mabasa mo man to. understanding ka naman diba? Hmm, well I remember bagay sa inyo ang song na Now by MYMP. Tama ka, dont think too much of the future, ung now ang importante. Sorry... And about gays? wag na, sakit sila sa ulo.hehe joke!

I made a poem pala when I was still in my second year but its left undone. Its hard to add some more coz parang lumilihis ung thought when I tried, but I'll post it pa din for you to read.. Try reading it with the background music from my playlist, ung Never Gonna Let You Go. Hmm, wala lang, with additional kilig factor lang,haha! :) I'll end this post with the poem, so take care guys. Muah! =)

I thought in my life he's the melody,

to which my heart will sing in harmony.

But what we have now is just history,

for in our hearts we felt misery.

He was the first to touch my heart,

deep down my soul he left a mark.

He thought me what love is all about,

but suddenly everything seems to fell apart.

Sweet November :)

2009-10-30T02:29:00.000-07:00

Im on my 3rd year studying Nursing as my course. And just last April I luckily passed the Midwifery Board Exam , but still facing the challenges Nursing have for me.A year or two from now, I will again experience the anxiety and at the same time excitement of taking the board exam. I wish to pass the board in a click. But since its not yet our time, I will concentrate on my subjects this 2nd semester and study harder in response to my friend's advice, "3rd year ka na, next year 4th year na, mag-tultol ka kung habu mo mabagsak at magsisi sa hudyan". So my goal this 2nd sem and onwards is having good grades, not just passing the subjects. And about my laziness, I will try my very best to fight it. :) Coz I do believe Im intelligent (ooppss sorry for telling this) , its just that im lazy thats why im having some type of mind disturbances -laugh-. And to those who believe in me, thank you. =) Lets shift to another topic, about my writing. . I do not made this blog to impress you guys about my writing (I think its not really impressive), but this is to give you a closer look of who I am. But well, I love those comments of appreciation about my blog. And to those suggesting me to shift to another course related to English or writing, I guess I reached too far to gave up nursing this time. Just like what I told some of you guys, I can do it together in one. I'll continue Nursing while enjoying writing about some stuffs. And besides, I dont see writing as a profession, its more of a hobby for me. But im open for opportunities if there are -haha-. And everyone can write, can make a blog. Its just a matter of appreciation of its art. Lets tackle another topic. I can already feel sweet November. All Saints Day and All Souls Day to start the month (sweet pala ha, -laugh-). Im not used to go to the cemetery during this days, im always indoors. I just wish my Lola to be alright up there in heaven. May God take care of her. Im also wishing my good friend a Happy, happy Birthday! :) Were growing older, and Im wishing you happiness, real happiness. :)

November 1-Yorck

8- Aries

10- Ronna

18- Grace

21- Aiden

24- myself, haha

26- Klarisse

And another typhoon just entered the Phillipine Area of Responsibility, lets pray guys for our safety. Hope that what happened last September 26 wont happen again. Santi go out of the Phillipines, sawa na kami sa bagyo eh.Wag naman sana bagyuhin na naman mga birthday namin. Keep praying po.Be safe......

May God bless us all and protect us from any danger this typhoon may bring.. :) Take Care.. =)

Thoughts to be Shared. .

2009-10-22T18:39:00.000-07:00

UNLEASHED

I can still feel you in my silence,

feels like our love is new and lasting.

But when reality suddenly knocks,

I realized there's no turning back.

I remember how you made me happy,

how you made me fall for the first time.

Those sweet words which may not be verbally spoken,

but shrink down to the very soul of mine.

Yes its a young sweet love,

that captured two young hearts.

Someone might say this kind of love never last,

but this is so real,

it never stops,

it never dies.

I keep on pretending I've moved on,

and tell everyone I'm glad of letting you go.

but when I'm alone the real feelings show,
how i wish,
I never let you go.

note: not finished yet
give me a week to do it. :)

im sick for few days already..
so guys, take care of yourself.
take care... :)

rocker_gal16@yahoo.com.ph

2009-10-10T01:53:00.000-07:00

Quite a bad day, absent ako sa duty just because wala akong masakyan. :( I woke up 4am and leave before 5. Almost 1 1/2 hours ako kakahintay, na-stressed lang ako. Pero it wasn't that bad naman kasi nakapagrest na din. Ahem, I HAVE A GOOD NEWS?Haha naka-bold talaga at capitalized ano,pero with a question mark, :) . I think kasi nakabawi na ako sa pharmacology, I REALLY HOPE SO. Kaso may nakakainis na nangyayari nung day na un. Di ko muna isi-share para safe,hehe. But Im really happy. Thanks din sa mga mag-iinspire sakin at nagtitiwala na kaya ko. Sa a idol ko, si Grace CONGRATULATIONS! Pasado ka na, aasahan ko ang libre ah.. :) And to my Ate Shy congrats din xempre, proud kami sayo. Ang gagaling nyo as in. Libre ah.. =)

Nga pala, finals is not yet over, it just started. By next week Physics, Constitution and Psychiatric Nursing ang exam, WISH ME LUCK, good luck! Haha. Lalo na sa Consti,hayy. Mag-aaral pa lang ako, kaso kelan? Straight duty kami saturday (supposed to be now nga kaso unfortunately nga di ako nakasakay), then sunday, sa tuesday sa Iriga na. And monday pala we will have a tour a CamSur,sana enjoy yun..Sa Cadlan ata un (mental hospital), schoolmates wag papaiwan dun ah,haha! Goodluck sa ating finals, sana magawa natin..Papasa ako, pati tayong lahat. :)

Tee Cee..=) God Bless!

ETCETERA,.. :)

2009-10-01T02:52:00.000-07:00

It took me several days bago nasundan ang last post ko. I've been busy for the past few days due to some exams and other school works. Patapos na din kasi ang semester na to, so Im looking forward na sa semestral break namin. I hope that the upcoming short vacation would be enough to unwind,relax and enjoy.

Hmm a bad and sad news- some of our kababayans,especially those from NCR and Region 4a suffered from a great devastation of Typhoon Ondoy. It was Sept.26 '09 when the typhoon inflicted suffering to the people of Marikina, Pasig, Bulacan,Quezon City, Cainta and the rest of the Rizal province. Lubog sa tubig baha ang Metro Manila, so the people saved theirselves by staying on their rooftops waiting to be rescued. But due to the number of people to be save and inaccessibility to certain places,medyo mabagal ang rescue. More than 200 people died,and some are still missing. But behind all of these,nakakatuwa isipin na nagtulong-tulong ang lahat in every way they can. I dont know how I can help maliban sa prayers, so I'll blog about it na lang. Maybe we can help by sending to foundations and agencies like Sagip Kapamilya our used clothing,foods,medications and money. This would be of great help to them. How? I don't know. For numbers to call in case of emergency, you may refer to superbianca.blogspot.com (bianca gonzales' blog), there is a complete list I think of #'s to call and agencies. So enough for that, sabi ko nga kanina medyo natagalan bago nasundan ung last post ko. So. I wrote something about everything that came to my mind in the past few days. In one post lang to,iba-iba ang topic kaya maghanda ka na at baka magulohan ka! Haha. =)

WHO ARE YOU INSIDE?
I took a quiz on Facebook just last week. This quiz ought to know who you are inside. It has series of questions for you to answer,hmm I think there was 5. And after taking the quiz, here is the result.
"You hide the real you. You change yourself to fit in the crowd.
You often wonder if people would like you if they knew what you really thought. Sometimes you wonder if they'd acknowledge if you went missing. You often feel like no one understands you when you do speak your mind. Your personality is constantly changing, depending on the group you are around. But nevertheless, you can always see the positive and negative attributes on each side of a conflict. Be true to yourself, those who don't like it aren't worth knowing anyways". .

Based from the result, HIDDEN daw. I was so amazed about the result coz its really true. Pero I dont want to comment na,hehe. To those who know me well, you can tell me something about the result if sakto nga ba or hindi. So friends, what can you say? :) . MY BEST FRIEND?. . I don't have a best friend, just a few close friends. The closest friends I have are still my high school friends. How about this college? Hmm,yeah they are nice and for almost 3 years of stay in the campus,I've been close to few schoolmates. But wait, My Bestfriend is the subtitle of this post, should I have to mention a name? But I dont have one,so there's nothing to mention.Haha! :) but hey guys, you can now start sending your resume here, in case you want to apply. =) There's nothing to worry about, coz I dont have qualifications, just qualification- never leave. .

MY WORST ATTITUDE.
I tend to push people away when I know they love me and they wont have enough courage to leave me. That's the worst attitude I think I have aside from laziness. =) Whenever I push a persnn away, medyo nagiging insensitive ako kung ano ang mararamdaman niya. So in what situations or circumstances nagagawa ko to? Let me enumerate.

a. Kapag bawal. Sorry if I pushed you away.I really didnt want to, but I dont want to keep you waiting. Mapapagod ka din lang, and I guessed it right. Sabi ko na, you'll get tired din agad.

b. Kapag di Pwede. If hindi pwede, wag na ipilit. Be contented na lng sana sa kaya kong ibigay. Please give importance sa kung anuman ang meron,coz if not, baka one day pagising mo wala na pala.

c. Kapag may nami-miss. When I miss a person so much,tapos hindi man lang nagpaparamdam, aawayin ko siya. I'll start a fight wìout admitting na miss ko lang siya. Kasi syempre, pag nasanay ka sa absence ng 1 tao, even without them makakaya mo na.

So thats it,if you think hindi naman ito ung worst, you can tell me. Pero I guess,ito na yun. Hindi kasi ako masyado affected kapag ginagawa ko to, lalo na if you betrayed me. Pero in the case of those enumerated sa taas,may tendency na i-push ko kayo pero wag lang sana padadala coz ayoko din naman kayo mawala. But if ever I did something wrong and your the one pushing me away, ayos lang sakin. I'll get hurt, pero hindi ko na pagpipilitan sarili ko.

MY 19TH BIRTHDAY. .
Malapit na b-day ko,more than a month na lang. Im a bit excited, though I know that my b-day will be just another simple day. Pero at a certain point, special pa din coz it my bday! =) haha! Why do I post about it? Hmm,wala lang,gusto ko lang. So talking about my best bday, its my 14th and 16th bday. And why? Secret! :) parang kelan lang,14 pa lang ako and now Im 18 and growing a year older pa by November. Hay,matanda na naman tayo,hehe. Hey, just a simple greeting on my bday will be enough. And importante, nakaalala. Salamat ha! =)

and also I want to greet some of my friends- BELATED HAPPY BDAY to Chin and Joana and ADVANCE naman to Angelique and Doods.. :)

HEART OF MINE . .

Playing love songs is one of the thing I used to do whenever I'm bored. Flashbacks of memories came to my mind everytime I hear songs from the past, and sometimes I cant even help myself from crying,pag may bigla kang naalala. So I want to share with you some of my favorite songs and at the same time memorable din. Some of these songs are on my playlist, so here it is. .

1. The Past by JeD Madella

"I was wrong when I hurt you, did you have to hurt me too,did you think revenge will make it better?"

2. To Love Again by U-Turn

"radios fine,it help me forget for a while. I look back and recall those days I had with you. Sometimes I need a friend just to make it through,another day spent without You"..

3. Migraine by Moonstar88

"oo nga pala,hindi nga pala tayo. Hanggang dito na lang ako,umaasa na mapasayo"..

4. I'll never Get over you getting Over me by Bellefire

"and as long as the stars shine down from the heaven,as long as the rivers run to the sea. I'll never get over you,getting over me"..

5. Angel by Tres

"is it wrong,to feel the way I do. Will I go on, with this feeling that I have. Couldn't be sure if you open up your heart for me?" . .

6.If I keep my Heart out of Sight by Nikki Gil

"if I keep on talking now, I'll only start repeating myself, and all I can say is I love you"...

7. I'll Never Let you Go by Faith Evans

"if i had one wish boy, I wish you next to me" ..

8. No Ordinary Love by MYMP

" I was alone on this journey,you came along to comfort me.and everything I want in life is right here" ..

9. Tattoed on my Mind by d'Sound

"and no melody can seem to sooth my mind,and now I cursed you for being so sweet and so kind" ..

10. I Love you Goodbye by Nina

" you need someone who'll be the one that I can never be. Who'll give you something better than the love you'll find with me" . .

HAVE A GOOD THURSDAY EVENING FELLAS! :)

ExtraorDinary. . . :)

2009-09-18T02:58:00.001-07:00

Im lucky to met extraordinary people as I go on with my life. Though life may sometimes be hard, they seem to be my remedies, that helps me forget (though they are not aware). Even though they might not always be around, as long as I know I HAVE THEM, makes me feel alright. Maybe some of this people are out of my life due to some reasons, there memories will always remain with me and forever will be treasured. These people may not know how much I appreciate their presence, but deep inside of this heart, I really DO..

BUTC (Nursing Day)

Vanessa, Tin, Han, Pao and Ronna

Hannah Tin, Dian, Rowel, Nalyn

Diana

Roan

Ray

Lyndon

Friendship is the mutually cooperative and supportive behavior between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, affection, and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as the exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for some, the practical execution of friendship is little more than the trust that someone will not harm them.

To those who are not included in the photos,sorry! I cant find any pix of yours - don ace, my Galilean friends and others. Not everyone in the photos naman are my close friends (group pixs). But those in solo, swerte nyo..haha! I miss my girl friends - Diana, Hannah, Nalyn, Neth.. Hope to see this girls soon! :) Im missing them so much. And to my schoolmates, I think im going to have a long vacation after sem break. Pero dont worry (for those worried, if there is) im not yet sure! But thank u 4 everything... My friends, paramdam sana minsan especially Hannah, Neth,Dian and Nalyn.Pati na din po si Rowel, paging Rowel Ostria and Don Ace Quintano.. :)

Miss u friends.. :) hope to see u soon! Hannah, dian, Neth, Nalyn, Rowel, Don Ace :) :) :) :) :) :)

Sick Nurses . .

2009-09-11T02:01:00.000-07:00

In a run-down, suburban Bangkok hospital, young Dr. Tar (Wichan Jarujinda) and seven nurses have been running a scheme to sell dead bodies on the black market. However, one nurse, Tahwaan (Chol Wachananont), who was originally a man before having a sex change, has found out that her boyfriend, Dr. Tar, has been having an affair with her sister, Nook (Chidjun Rujiphan). Growing tired of the body-selling scam and enraged by her sister and boyfriend's betrayal, Tahwaan threatens to call the police.

However, before Tahwaan can take action, the doctor and six resident nurses at the hospital, strap Tawan to an operating table, kill her and then wrap her in a black plastic garbage bag. They then dump her in the trunk of the doctor’s car, where her corpse will be kept on dry ice until it can be sold.

All the women have their own obsessions and weaknesses. The spirit of Tahwaan uses these obsessions to torment the other six nurses. Scenes shown toward the end of the film indicate that many of these obsessions were in part encouraged by Dr. Tar, or in some in some cases, used by him to seduce some of the women. For example, Aeh (Kanya Rattanapetch) seems unhealthily attracted to material possession such as jewelry, dresses, and handbags. One brief scene shows Dr. Tar giving Aeh a handbag that was shown sewn to her head and neck earlier in such a manner that when Nook tries to undo the stitching, Aeh is left decapitated. - wikipedia

scenes from the movie

From 7-8:30 am today, I watched a movie entitled Sick Nurses. It is a Japaneses horror film, which revolves around the story of a ghost nurse having her revenge on her co-nurses who killed her. WOW! It is so horrific,very fun and good to watch though I really dont like horror films. =) I love action movies ( So close, Naked Weapon, Charlies Angels 1 and 2, and My Wife is a Gangster are my fave). But this movie, I LOVE IT! Its making me crave for more horror movies like it- laf. So now, Sick Nurses is one of my fave movies. I love everything about it, the different twists in the story, the horrific scenes,and the characters, and I really love the revelations at the last part. The pretty ghost nurse is a guy! Yes,he's a guy who had plastic surgery (sex change din maybe,haha) and she fell in love with the doctor. But sadly the doctor love Nook (her bestfriend, also her younger sister) and Nook is already pregnant with the doctors baby. She was so hurt, ikaw ba naman lokohin ng taong mahal mo, at pati ba nmn kapatid mo.. Hay.. She also found out about an illegal business in the hospital, so the doctor and nurses killed her. Nook stabbed her in the chest, so mean! Before she died, she touched Nook's belly ( maybe that's the reason why at the end, Nook gave birth to the ghost,haha..Hmm, just read he review above if nakakalito kwento ko, or better watch it!

That's all about today..

1. 6:00 am, I'm already awake, texting and thinking of what to do.

2 .7-8:30am I watched Sick Nurses.

3. 10:30 is our time schedule for Phil.Constitution.I arrive late.

4. 1-3:00 pm, I spent my time doing nothing in the Speech Lab while my classmates are playing Solitaire..

5. the whole day? hmm, its okey..Everything went right naman. Sick nurse and Blogging completed my day. Im just hoping that those horrific pix above wont give me nightmares, ( ung readers na lang,haha joke).

Have a horrific Friday evening..

God Bless! =)

Hear my Story. .

2009-08-29T01:40:00.000-07:00

Why am I this weak?

I cant speak out, I cant tell anyone how I feel and I keep drowning myself in my own tears. Am I really destined to be one of those people living a miserable and unhappy life? I think its not bad to admit to myself that I need somebody. Someone who can help me get through this lonesome life.. Someone I can speak to, someone who can understand, someone who is willing to listen, and who can make me smile even for a while.. Do you know how it feels, when you want to say something , but when you told someone about that something, i ts as if you don't say anything? Do you know how it feels, kapag may gusto ka sabihin but you don't have enough courage to say it? Pero once nag-try ka to tell it,as if the one your talking to is mute and deaf? And when you just keep silent, dtaying in that four corners of your room, they will tell you "SPEAK OUT", how can we understand you? -January 30,2009

This was written last January 30,2009 , in a small piece of paper when I had an argument with my mom.I m not the type of person who used to express my emotions through words, so that night I express it through writing. That were the exact words written there, and I don't know why I posted it here on my blog- for I know its something really personal.Being the only girl in the family, give me so much benefits, but at the same time a big responsibility. I think the main issue here is - TRUST. They dont trust me enough to believe in what Im saying and to do what I want to do. They always see my faults and never stop nagging at me, till thir words sink in. I always follow their commands and advices, but yet I dont get their full trust. At an early age, I was tld not to commit or engage in a relationship (boy-girl), till I finish college. I fell in love before but I didn't commit in order for me not to disappoint them. But always the same thing, I think they don't trust me when I tell them I don't have a boyfriend and never had one before.. They get irritated and curious whenever they see me browsing my phone for hours or talking to someone in the phone. YES they love me,...but is it really their way of showing or letting me feel it? I love my mom so much, that's why though she keeps on telling me things that she repeatedly told me before, I don't answer back. I just listen though it really hurts that you cant even defend yourself from those things they keep on insisting. Maybe mothers are really like that, the difference maybe is on the child's reaction or on how he or she will cope up with it. I'm not a good daughter, but I'm trying to be one. I'm obedient but not yet fully trusted, and lazy that's why I'm hated.

Sorry if I have been bad, 'coz maybe as the eldest I should act maturely. Sorry for all the foolish things I've done, but please do understand. Sorry.

How thoughtless I had sometimes been I hurt you so badly But now I feel the pain I talked to you as if I knew just everything Maybe I didn't lose But I know I didn't win..

How careless I had sometimes been I gave you the heartache But I felt the pain I wanted to tell you How much I love you so I know I'd been careless I forgot to let you know.

Sorry, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you You know I got hurt too Sorry, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to break your heart Please let me make a brand new start.

How crazy I had sometimes been I hurt you so badly But now I feel the pain Next time I'll know better I'll have more time for you I'll listen to your heart Just like you asked me to..

Sorry, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you You know I got hurt too Sorry, I'm so sorry Forgive my many faults And the foolish things I've done I was so insensitive And I didn't understand..

I ♥ RAINFALL

2009-08-17T01:45:00.000-07:00

"All day,staring at the ceiling making friends with shadows on my wall. All night hearing voices telling me,that I should get some sleep because tomorrow might be good for something. Hold on, feeling like im headed for a breakdown. But I don't know why...

Im not crazy im just a little UNWELL". . . -mATCHBOX 20

Failure is a part of human life,so true. There are times when we feel so much joy, and to balance it (maybe thats how we can call it), we also go through pain. In this post, please allow me to express everything that I feel and felt for the past years. I hope that through writing, it would help decrease the heaviness im feeling.

Have you experience controlling yourself not to cry though the tears were already falling from your eyes? Ayaw mo man umiyak, and pretending to be all right and strong,but when your filled with sadness, you can't really control yourself not to cry. Just last week I felt it again. It really hurts to know that you failed again and again. Do you know that the most hurtful failure I have, was not being qualified to the University I want. Maybe for some, its a non-sense thing but it means a lot to me. Not being qualified means being far and away from my family and friends. In my first year in the campus I'm in right now, there's always a thought of transferring or shifting to another course. But it didn't came to action and reality so I spent my 2nd year in the same school. It was in my 2nd year when I felt one of the worst feeling I had, the sadness of being alone. At first I see it as something really negative, but as I go on I look at it as a challenge and I think I succeeded, I conquered all the fears and was able to do everything the way I want it to be by myself. I thought those days were over, pero hindi pa pala. Im hurting,it really hurts as if im stabbed in the chest and my heart and respiration seems to failed. This emotions are getting worst and never leaves me. Its the thing that makes us human, the presence of those things. And how sad that in this journey of misery, no one is with me.

I'm still alone, and it hurts to admit it. It also hurts knowing your friends don't even bother to text you to know how your doing, and the fact that they don't even remember you. This is why I'm really thankful for having Grace and Chin, because though were not the type who goes out together or not even got the chance to see each other often, they never fail to remember.

Chin + Grace

Maybe they don't know how much I appreciate their presence in my life, but guys these 2 girls - I consider them as a gift .And actually, meron pang humahabol sa list but I don't want to mention her name. The friendship between us had just started, and I dont know if what she's showing me is real. The way we started the friendship, was also the same way I had it with Grace and Chin. Pero she's really nice din, and I think naman she's real. So para sa kanila, thank you so much. Inaaway ko man kayo minsan, eh kasi inaaway nyo din ako. =) Sorry if minsan I fail to keep in touch, pero alam nyo naman how busy I am.. Hmm, wait I think kung san-san na napadpad usapan. Well, lets go on with something good para happy. Last July 28, we had our capping and oath taking at St.John Church. It wasn't a super happy feeling, but it feels good. And knowing that my family is happy (i can feel na masaya kami ngayon), makes me feel so blessed despite the sadness im feeling. I just noticed, that when Im doing good in school, emotionally im not ok. But this time, my failures in school is the one bringing me pain while for my family,im really happy. Hindi ba pwede magsama sila? I do good in school and at the same time emotionally stable ako? Pwede naman ata diba? Well,sabi ko nga sa Tadpole Story "Happiness is a choice". I think i'll just stick to that,kasalanan ko naman. Donna,Donna its time to make a difference. Kahit weak ako, im a fighter so if this negative emotions think they can kill me, sorry pero hindi. Im gonna kill you,to meet happiness tomorrow. Kaya ko to, I know I can. Nakakatawa naman ang post na to, parang walang patutungohan. =) Im not prepared kasi for this,kung ano maisip ko,directly encoded na. :) I love you RAINFALL! Thank you kasi I came up with a blog na katulad mo, dati I write everything at the back of my notebooks at least ngayon,organized na sya. It helps me a lot, kaya thank you to my bestfriend- rainfall. It may always rain, but after it,there will always be a rainbow. Speaking about rainbow, exactly 4:30 pm today, I saw a rainbow. I wish it is a sign of good luck from the above, meaning konting tiis pa and my rainbow will show up. :) And im excited to meet happiness by the time I reach the rainbow and leave all my downfalls behind. To my sweetest downfall, thank you for the memories and for teaching me how to love.. To happiness, I hope to see you soon, hintay ka lang kasi there's a fight pa going on samin ni Sadness..

Goodbye sadness, welcome happiness! :)

+ I will be HAPPY :) i LOVE my Rainfall. . :)

downfalls.. :(

2009-08-14T02:56:00.000-07:00

I think im now facing again a sad, miserable life. :( Di ko na maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko. Do u know how it feels when ur controlling urself not to cry, kahit na nafi-feel mo na babagsak na sys sobrang pigil ka pa din? ang sakit at bigat sa pakiramdam.. Ayoko n umiyak,palagi na lang ganito eh.. Are this misty eyes really meant to cry? Im so down, for whay reason? im not ready yet to share about it. wala nga sana kong plano mag-post now, this is such a dumb post! Pag ok na ko, I will just erase this.. But now gusto ko lang sabihin sa mga nagbabasa dito about it. im finding it hard kasi to show and express what I really feel, so thanks sa blog na to kasi nailalabas ko lahat.. If ur curious about it,well secret na muna. i will discuss about it in my next post maybe. since nasabi ko naman at the very beginning that this blog was made to tell and express my emotions freely and discuss about my rainbows and downfalls. Ung mga dati kong post,mostly rainbows right? my next post will be about my downfalls. mejo bc lang kasi may nga midterm exams pa pero i will let u know about it as soon as i can..sa ngaun,secret na muna. sa may alam nito at nag-aadvice salamat. take care guys and sorry for this post.

Thank u din for visiting.. God bless po..

This is Me! :)

2009-07-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

To dream big and gain success is everyone's aim,isn't it? And these are what I want to be in the future, dreams that entered my mind since I was in Elementary. :) . Some of this dreams are merely illusions and some are those that I really desired to be. Illusions because I know that its impossible to be one, and desired for I know it will bring me much joy to see my dreams coming true. So here we start.. =) I want to be a writer, not of current events but of literary pieces - poems, essays, feature articles, and stories of any kind.. Back in Grade 5-6, I was trained to write feature articles,but it wasn't that good for I had to memorize the whole article when I joined a writing contest. Very awful, right? And luckily in my first year in MORMS, I became a writer in our school paper- The Quill. But in my 3rd year, I quit coz all I have to write about are school events (of course,its a school paper), I find it boring and I wasn't that responsible too. And now I came up with this blog, it seems to be an online diary. And everything written here,I consider it my literary pieces =). If you noticed some mistakes in my grammar, just tell me. Im not that good, so Im open for demonstrative criticisms,haha! I want to be famous. I want to achieve fame in a way that people will remember me as someone who made a change in their life or just someone worth remembering. I really dont know what kind of fame it is, but I love it when people notice my beautiful and good side. Beautiful daw? Hehe. :) I dont want to be famous coz of a controversy or a sort of scandal, but I want to achieve it na parang ganito, "ah si donna, mabait un at matinong bata".. Haha, as simple as that. I really dont mean to become famous as the celebrities.. I want to be an action star, a soldier, a policewoman, or a detective. :) Isn't it exciting watching action movies? Hmm, very,very exciting. =) Especially when a girl is in the lead role and doing fantastic moves. Thats why, my fave movies are So Close, My Wife is a Gangster 3, Naked Weapon, and Charlies Angels.. All of those movies have girls on the lead role, and Shu Qi is my favorite action star.. Hope I know even a bit of martial arts, para naman magaya ko sya. Haha :) But so bad, im too weak to have a job as dangerous as those that I mentioned. :(

shu qi

I want to be a Princess. I know im a Reina, its not that I want to step down my throne but I really want to be a Princess. :) To feel like a princess, amd be treated like a princess. Hmm, who is that someone sweet enough to do this for me? haha! I want to be a photographer. Im really amazed of the lovely sceneries this planet has, and also its beautiful people. It feels good watching the sunrise and sunset, even on a simple photo. An old photo can make you cry. Just the photo of your crush also makes you go crazy, right? See how fascinating it is.. =) And I know that you have your friendster and facebook accounts. Maybe you have many pix there, in different poses,tsk! We love taking photos of ourselves, naka-upo man,nakatayo, nakahiga,may side view,close-up, ung tipong mga pa-cute pose ba,hehe.. Dont deny it, coz ganun din naman ako.. =) I want to be a singer, or songer if that suites best. Haha, I cant live without music, I love singing and it seems that everyday cant pass without it. Singing my fave songs makes me feel good, though I dont have the voice that people may want to hear =) . Since I was a kid, I keep on singing and the first song I memorized was Mama Mia. Hmm our family loves videoke, and also our relatives so when there is a reunion or special occasions, its always a part of the celebration. :) I want to be a Lawyer. Since I was in Elementary,its all that I wanted. For me they are very respectable, credible and very intelligent. But as I grow up, I realized it wasn't that easy and its quite boring. But I really admire them! :) I want to befriend those persons I admire and be with them to see whats their life behind the one they had showed us. Part of this dream is to finally meet Ate Gail, (I already saw her but we didn't meet). I want to talk to her personally (not just on mails and fs), and be able to be with her even just for a day. I dont know why I admire you Ate this much, but your really someone worth admiring. Thank you for the messages and keep on shining. :) I want to be a musician who can play piano and the guitar. I really love the sound of piano, very soothing and pleasant to hear. But I dont know how to play it, same with the guitar. Haha! :) I want to be a beauty queen,tsk! =) Joining pageants back in high school made me realized this thing. Its so good to be on stage and to hear the crowd cheering, shouting your name. Wow,its very heartwarming knowing there are people who believes in you and admire you even for a single night. :) They keep on insisting to me to join pageants,and I cant do nothing, cute ako mahirap tumanggi! Haha,joke! If in high school they fooled me to joined pageants, now hindi na. To be a beauty queen is just an illusion,it will always be one. :) I want to be a star, which falls to fulfill someone's dream. I want to make people happy in simple ways and be able to do things for them. I want to bring smiles in people's faces and be a good friend to those who are also true. Im not an angel,nor a genie, but in my simple ways I want to make the people I love happy and away from pain. I may not be a good friend to my friends, but I always swear to be true.. =) And finally, here we go. Im a 3rd year nursing student now,have you read it above as one of my dreams? Haha. But I remember in our graduation exercises, (1996,kinder), I said , "I want to be a nurse someday". And here I am! :) A student nurse and a registered midwife. Maybe the reason why its a nurse I wanted to be someday is that almost all of the girls in the Kinder class wanted to be one, (if not a nurse, they want to be teacher s). To tell you guys, to be a nurse is not what I wanted to be. I love English not science, so I want english related courses like Mass Communications, and AB English. But I was the one who chosed nursing as my course,not my parents. Just being practical, its in demand (till now?,I hope so). But as I go on duty, sometimes I feel the calling (haha,ano daw?). I think im loving nursing now, if I didn't take up Nursing I think I will not be able to meet some fantastic persons. Haha, ang sweet ko naman! :) Thats true.. So that's it.. KEEP DREAMING! :)

LOVE POEMS . . .

2009-06-26T02:27:00.000-07:00

"The hardest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you"..

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

Regrets
by RDMP

Whenever I hear his melodious name,
there's a certain voice in my head that seems to drive me insane.
Then memories from the past came like a rain,
it drowned my heart and left me in pain..

Then one day I saw him beside the lane,
together with his friends waiting for the train.
I think he felt the weight of my stare,
so i tried to look the other way but to late he caught me but seem not to care.

Then the key of sadness had opened its door,
i uttered "that guy used to loved me before".
How funny that now its him I adore,
I should stop thinking about him before my eyes get sored.

But then my heart cant stop remembering,
it keeps on dictating what my mind is denying.
Then my heart is filled with damn regrets,
from all this pain how can I forget?

Boy and Girl
by RDMP

She is living in a world of lies,
That’s why at night secretly she cries
. I don’t know what’s going on her mind,
What is it that made her blind?

He’s the kind of guy who is cool,
That’s why girls out there are fooled.
But his world suddenly collide,
What’s that something he’s trying to hide?

She thought what others said was right,
That loving him is definitely not right.
And now she’s dreaming of holding him tight,
But how could it happen if he’s now out of sight?

He knew it was love that he feels,
For that was the first time he felt that real.
But a scar in his heart was made,
When he got hurt ‘coz of the love he laid.

How she wished she followed her heart,
So that she will not hurt the man that she love.
And now it’s too late to correct what she had done,
For she think the guy’s love is finally gone.

Does his love for the girl truly fade?
Or maybe just trying to escape the feeling ‘coz there’s no aid?
When he’s asked about the girl he got nothing to say,
Do you still love her or your feelings went away?

I wrote this poems last year.Its already posted in my FS account and I decided to put it here.. Wala lang,trip lang. What can u say about it?? Feel free to comment..Thanks.. :)

Kim Sang Bum

2009-06-04T02:50:00.000-07:00

Kim Sang Bum is really the cutie of F4 in Boys Over Flower. He is the youngest among them,and yet the most gorgeous (no objections please),haha! The first time I watched the Koreanovela Boys Over Flower,this cutie really got my attention.He is one of the most handsome guys I ever saw on TV. Perfect smile,pretty eyes,good nose and beautiful lips-wow almost perfect! =) The role he played on Boys Over Flower as the chick magnet, playboy/loverboy is the same role Ken Zhu had on Meteor Garden (ken is also my favorite among the Taiwan's F4,also Jerry). I have Kim Bum's pictures in my phone,so everyday I get the chance to see him (set as my wallpaper,tsk!.).. =) Just like the F4 of Meteor Garden,I hope the Korea's F4 come over here in the Philippines to meet their fans.Kim Bum the pretty boy,I want to see more of you not only in Boys Over Flower.He's really cute at his age (19), what more if he turns older?I like Kim Bum! =) You,who's your F4?

KIM SANG BUM

Cutie Kim Bum

Kim Bum (born Kim Sang-bum on July 7, 1989) is a South Korean actor who has appeared in numerous Korean television series and dramas such as Unstoppable High Kick and East of Eden. He has most notably played the role of So Yi-jung on popular drama Boys Over Flowers.

Awards

2007.12.21 Korea MNET Summer break 20's choice - Sexiest Award (with 김혜성)
2008 DK Inki Award
2009 Key To Nineja's heart

---info taken from Wikipedia....

I love Kim Bum!

Reina is now an R.M =)

2009-05-06T19:51:00.001-07:00

May 6 at around 6am I got a message from a friend (Aiden) about the result of the Midwifery Licensure Examination. I quickly rushed to charge my phone and browse to see if I pass the said board exam. And... tan-tana-nan! :) I saw my name PATRIARCA, REINA DONNA MAR. I became quite emotional seeing my name in the list. Im so happy coz the 2yrs we spent in school became fruitful. This success is for my family and those who believe in me. Thank you so much dear Lord for this! I really love it! =)

Congratulations also to my schoolmate Iris Mae Relles for being the topnotcher. BUTC is really proud of you Iris for being the first student who made it to the top.Also to Jennie-top6 and jean hazel-top8. And to Aiden,Ruthie,Mylen, and everyone who passed the board,congratulations! To Cyril,dont worry. I do believe that you are that Cyril Made Cano,though you told me that your Cyril Mape Cano. So,congratulations! :)

Congratulations ! ! !

The Tadpole Story

2009-05-06T19:49:00.000-07:00

Love is patient,love is kind,if it is true,well I dont mind.LOL! As of now,I really dont mind about love of the opposite sex. I guess im so busy that I dont have time to play games or seriously commit to a relationship. But I do admit,that I fell in love a long time ago (when Reina was still so young and immature). Haha! I fell in love with a frog prince,but too bad coz instead of transforming to a real prince charming,he turned to a tadpole (he moves like it),tsk! Whatever it is that your thinking,well I dont mind-maybe you got it right. At the age of 15, thats when I realized im in love with this tadpole.We started having this special hmm connection,when I was 14. But I looked at him as a new friend,for I used to hate him before he started giving me this special attention. I think everyone knows him as a tadpole,so I was shocked the day he gave me a gift, (he didnt told me literally that he likes me,but through the people around us I've got the idea). Everything started there,but I dont know why or how it ended.Well i've moved on and I dont really want him anymore. Im happy that I didnt commit to any relationship in the past,(I hope my parents believe me in that),though some may say that I should have that for me to grow and learn more. Hello? Im learnin and growin',Im a much much better person now,tsk! =) And besides,I dont know someone who likes me, or adores me.Men are blind,hahaha! Just a joke! I think I just dont meet him yet,my MR.RIGHT,my HARRY (I had this thought that I will meet someone named Harry,coz my name is Reina,tsk!) :)).. Well if I already met him,I just hope he'll be patient coz if not,I'd rather find another in the future.And its not my lost anyway,lol! You tadpole, if your reading this maybe your jerking for I finally admitted it but maybe you dont care that much. But I think, somewhere in your past I became a part, (korny,joke lang).A tadpole like you,will soon become a frog and I hope a princess will help you

out of that,coz if no one will do,you'll forever be a frog,a pity,awful frog!

Kokak-kokak,ribbit-ribbit! =)

To my friends who stayed single all these years,hope a good and fruitful life is ahead of us for we prioritized our studies before what they call LOVE.To those commited,goodluck. For those in love,stay in love! And for those who are blue,dont be sad coz that's life. Remember that happiness is a choice, and its up to us how we will drive through life.Some may be lucky,some are not but dont forget that God is with us in every journey we had.

Keep driving to reach your dreams! =)

We are the Galileans!

2009-05-06T18:47:00.000-07:00

This post is about me, my life,family,friends, the rainbows and downfalls,tsk!. Actually, Im in doubt if i should post something really personal. But as I have stated in my first post, I'll be handling about it. So lets start with my dear friends. My high school friends- the 32 GALILEANS,11 boys and 21 girls.And I will introduce you my dear readers to them. Rowel is one of my closest guy friend back in highschool. Pasaway,maingay,matalino,and he's one of those person that I can talk to when i've got some prob, (but not everything,for he is so madaldal,tsk!,).. But now I dont know if he still do think of me kahit minsan, (haha nagdrama?).. Hannah, one of my closest friends that I enjoy being with. Intelligent,pretty,we're both fan of Mark-Jen love team,sadista and ma-pride.Back in 4th yr,when we went in Tiwi for the Sci-Math school division,we quarelled over ice cream.I can't remember the exact things that happened but its really bout it.It lasted for weeks maybe.I can't help but laugh everytime I remember it.The cause was too simple but the fight grew bigger.Makikita nyo na lang,umiiyak na ko o di kaya nag-eemote na din sya.But beyond those fights our friendship still reigns. Dian,she's quite controversial back in highschool and up to now.Show yourself na kasi for them to see that what they think of you is wrong.She's sweet,pretty,intelligent,pasaway & kinda hardheaded,-peace!. Pero kahit minsan pasaway ka talaga,your indeed a true friend and I will always be here for you! Nalyn is now in Manila,I wasn't able to come with my friends to them when she were here in Bicol,sorry!. Don Ace,the Math Genius.He is our Salutatorian,maingay,mejo boastful pero nagjo-joke lang pala, mabait at gwapo,(don, dapat ilibre mo ko nito,tsk!,) He and Rowel was my groupmate in a Research entitled GSKC Pain Reliever na nanalo naman and qualified for the division level. Neth,she made the way kaya kami nagbati ni Hannah.So nung sila ni Han had some trouble,ako naman ung gumawa ng paraan. Neth loves singing like me,tsk!.She had a good voice,matalino,madaldal, maingay,& fun to be with. She is Hannah's bestfriend. Ronna,Mylen,Joana became close to me in those times that my friends and I,had some distance.They know bout all my sadness,sama ng loob at kadramahan sa buhay back then,hehe.. Lyndon,Ray,Manuel and Jorge,also known as the 4 kantos.These guys are close to me,they were with me a day before my 18th bday..Mga pasaway yan especially Ray (kita nyo follower ko sya,haha!), si Jorge responsible and up to now I dont know if he was the one behind the valentines card I saw in my file case before. Suspetsa lang naman namin,we were not sure din.Anyway, goodluck Jorge and Praises! Manuel,math wizard. Mabait yan,and cute. Si Lyndon,UPLB. Matalino,he plays guitar and he went sa dorm during the affiliations.. Si Tin,active sa lovelife,matalino and she loves dancing. AND THE REST: Tamar,Peter,VanessaAngelique,Yorck,Pao, Praise, Doods, Maylyn, Ivy,Cecel,Charisse,Cha, Rocynth,Alexis, Jerick and Alix. We are the GALILEANS! Aside from Galileans,I have friends also on other years & section. Special mention to Sheena P.,Bang,Peng, Roan,and some of the Zirconites (i dont wana name names pa,coz baka maging feeling close ako). And of course my college friends-Aiden,Ruthie,and Mylen..

at enchanted kingdom

My groupmates-Karen,Joan,Carmel,Tin,Iris,Danica,Kareen,Mac,Gary,Sheila and Neolan.

during our affiliation

And my classmates Ivywyn, Jubert, Aiza,and the rest of BSN 2B..

God bless you all!

Holy Week..

2009-04-09T21:29:00.000-07:00

Hmm its already summer vacation, but still were so busy preparing for the upcoming Midwifery Licensure Exam. I decided to go online now and make u guys updated of the latest happening in my life. Actually I dont want to blog everything about my life, but as of now I cant think of a good topic to talk about. So,for now I'll talk about me.

Last April 6, I graduated for Certificate in Midwifery on my 2nd year in college and we'll be taking the Licensure Exam on April 29-30. I think i'll be busy in the whole m0nth of April.

And I want to thank Ate Gail (hoping she's visiting this blog) for the fs comment. Haha,even a simple comment from you makes me happy.

Watch out for Mossimo Bikini Summit '09 by May to be held at Bora if im not mistaken. Just got a chika that Ate Gail will be hosting the said bikini contest. For those who do not know, Gail Nicolas is the Mossimo Grand Prix Winner last 2007.

I'll be uploading some pix taken during the graduation and the PFF mall tour in Legazpi, maybe after the holy week. Ow guys, its holy week. Hope u'll have a good vacation and have some time to reflect, relax, and spend some time with God. To celebrate this holy week, I dont think kailangan pa na saktan natin sarili natin in order for us to wash away our sins. There are ways to ask for forgiveness for the sins we've done, aside from hurting uorselves. Im not the type of person who always go to church, kaya nga madalas my mother scold me. Through prayers we can be with God, to thank him and ask for forgiveness. Pag wala ka ng ibang makapitan, sya lang ung laging anjan. Hope u find the meaning of this Holy Week, di lang puro bakasyon but give him time din..Diba? Here ends my post for now. I want to give flavor to this blog but I dont know how. Ung other blogs, gaganda..hehe. Sana gumanda na din ang blog na to. Who can help me? To those interested text me na lang- 09162110643. Please lang pakilala muna or e-mail me at rocker_gal16@yahoo.com.ph . Your help will be very much appreciated!

Muah! God bless!

Thank You!

2009-04-01T02:28:00.000-07:00

After all the efforts, pagod at paghihintay, sa wakas we finished filing our forms at PRC to take the Midwifery board exam.. Haha, sobrang thank you! Makaka-take pa rin ako ng board.. I thought di namin mapa-file un ngayon pero we made it, kahit na antagal namin naghintay na i-release ung Official Transcript of Record sa Registrar..hehe, were still so blessed, im so blessed! Thank you Lord at natapos namin today! Midwifery Exam will be on April 29-30 pala. Ang venue daw, either Aquinas University or Bicol College. Wish me Luck, hehe GOODLUCK! Today is my brother's gradution pala from high school. To all 4th year students of Marcial O. Rañola Memorial School, CONGRATULATION and GOODLUCK!

Songs from 'd Heart

2009-03-29T18:47:00.000-07:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

this are my fave songs.. Hmm, almost all of this songs are sad and very emotional. Take some time to listen..

UPDATE!

2009-03-24T03:57:00.000-07:00

Lately, i've been so busy doing nothing that I cant do anything else. Yes,you read it right! Im still attending my review classes for the upcoming board exam during the day, and doing nothing at night. I really want to review my notes at night,but everytime Im trying to read it na,Im getting so lazy and feels like Im not in the mood for it. And tomorrow we will have an evaluation exam on PGD! Oh my god, I was absent during the lecture coz I got sick.. Then the day after tomorrow,another exam in PHC.. I think im losing so much body weight,and at the same time Im slowly losing my brain,lol,but of course I wont let that happen. The board exam will be on April 29-30 I think,already near (may oras pa naman ako para mag-aral diba?). I still have one month to review everything. When will I get tired of doing nothing? Hay, im wishing myself goodluck! And guys, please pray for me to pass the board, (ay mali) to top the board pala! Haha. Thank you.. And another thing, before getting so much tension and headaches because of the upcoming Midwifery Licensure Exam, i'll be graduating for this course in April 6 to be held on Tabaco Nat'l HS's Lagman Hall,if im not mistaken. Walang pupunta sa bahay ah, walang handa,haha! And on April 1,my brother Paul will be graduating too from high school-MORMS. Then my cousin, Ate Shy will have their graduation on March 27, BC-Criminology, friday this week. Also,my youngest brother RJ will have their recognition this March (may honor daw,hehe).. Summer vacation is near,so sad coz we'll be having our review till the end of April. But still, im going to enjoy summer, I still have May to enjoy right? Hope to see my friends by May.. So friends, I need to go,hehe..I still have to review my PGD notes, (sana makareview). To all the graduates, BATCH 2009, Congratulations!

Lizard: Cure for Asthma?

2009-03-24T03:34:00.000-07:00

Asthma is a respiratory disorder often of allergic origin that has marked symptoms such as continuous labored breathing accompanied by wheezing, by a sense of constriction in the chest, and often by attacks of coughing or gasping. Allergens – substances that induce allergic reaction – that usually trigger it are dust, pollen, animal hairs or fur, and food to which the person is allergic to. Asthma is either hereditary or acquired in nature. Its symptoms are controllable and, though it takes quite a long period of maintenance, asthma itself is curable. Usually a physician will prescribe anti-asthmatic preparations, such as sympathomimetic drugs (e.g. ephedrine, salbutamol, theophylline).

Painstakingly catching a lizard alive Roasting it or frying it without oil Pulverizing it using mortar and pestle Dissolving it in coffee, tea, or any beverage Ingesting the concoction as if it is a medication

Is some cases, even worse, the lizard is swallowed whole and alive! This practice is still prevalent in the provinces and among the uninformed. Actually there is no scientific evidence supporting the belief that lizard has any medicinal value, more so is capable of curing asthma. This regimen may have just arisen from the lack of knowledge in science and gullibility of most old folks, who used to associate most anything with anything based on sheer coincidence. To those who dont know, I have asthma. My mom and dad told me that my asthma is cured when I was a child but unluckily it went back when I was in high school. I dont know if I should believe what my parents told me whenever I asked them what cured my asthma before. They keep telling me that they roasted a lizard, pulverized it and added the powder on my milk.. Haha, kinda funny but if it is eally the one that cured my asthma when I was a child, THANK YOU! You guys can try it, but the question is KAYA NYO BA?

A Tale To Tell

2009-03-13T03:27:00.000-07:00

Just this week, I knew a secret. Its about a guy who is secretly in love with a girl who happens to be our schoolmate. I used to go with this guy when I am in school and sometimes we go online together so I know that he has a blog. At first, I wasnt really curious about his blog. He even posted a comment on my Friendster profile inviting me to visit his blog and I just told him "yes I will". But weeks passed, still I havent visit the blog and forget about it. Reading on Ate Gail's blog made me remember it, and asked him for the site again to visit. But he's not giving me the right site or address. So I got curious, just making me more interested to know what is in his blog that he dont want me to see or read,when in fact he gave me the site weeks ago (sa dami na rin kasing comments sa fs ko,natabunan na ata ) hayy.. Then a friend told me,that she will go online and will send me the address of this guy's blog,for she had visited it already. When I got the address, I started reading on his blog. Oh my,he is in love,lol! And maybe thats the reason why he is not giving me the correct link to his blog. I know this girl for I have seen her before talking to this guy and they seem to be close. So the day I knew about it, (we were at school), I told him " oi,nabasa ko na,kaya pala", then I laughed. He just smiled tapos ayun umalis (umiiwas ata). Hahaha! Now, I think the girl doesnt know of it pa. But what if one day she knew about it na? Maybe one day the guy im referring to will read this post. Just want to say, Goodluck na lang sa lovelife and thumbs up for coming up with a good post in your blog expressing your love for someone! Clap! Clap!

Wherever You Are..

2009-03-13T03:19:00.000-07:00

"I love to see myself one day, in the arms of someone who will share his life with me, selflessly. Someday, you will find your way to me"... Wherever you are by Southboarder is really a good song. It seems to capture my innermost sensitivity with every line and their soothing voices. Wish I could really find someone whose worth it all,lol but not now! Its just to early to get so serious in that kind of a relationship. Some dont believe me when I tell them "di pa ko nagkaka-bf, im part of the NBSB (no boyfriend since birth) Club". But its true! Being the only girl in the family is giving me so much pressure and I think they are expecting a lot from me. My parents and relatives used to tell me, "focus on your studies,dont be involve in any relationship until you finish your course". So thank god coz I haven't meet someone who can make me violate that command,lol! But somewhere in my past there came a time na muntikan na talaga.. Buti na lang my mind is already se to finish my studies first before getting involve in any relationship.. and besides, Im happy being single..

My Friendster account...

2009-03-11T02:06:00.000-07:00

Visit my friendster account if you want to connect with me aside from this site.. I will be posting again the next time im online..For now, I posted only an introduction and some chikas, lol! http://profiles.friendster.com/reinadonna

A Message...

2009-03-11T01:41:00.000-07:00

Recently I got a reply from Mikaela Lagdameo. I was kinda surprised when I knew that she is already married and has 2 children.. I am a fan of her,she is so pretty and she appeared in so many commercials like skin white,ponds,etc.. I was so happy when I got a message from her. Super thank u Mika! I'll be waiting for your upcoming commercials..

An Introduction..

2009-03-11T00:41:00.001-07:00

Rainfall-maybe u guys are wondering why I gave this blog that name.Well I got it from 2 words, Rainbow and Downfall.My life has always been like that,but maybe more of downfalls.It also sounds like my name which is Reina.My good friend also calls me Rain.. Here,you will meet a girl who has a boring life but living in a world of fantasies,yes fantasy! Though in real life she's living in a world of sadness and fears.But hey,this girl enjoys life,so much! To those who know me,you friends will get a chance to know me even more. For those who are not, well we can be friends. Hmm,I would like to thank the one that inspired me to go with this blog. Ate Gail,thank you so much! To those who dont know Gail Nicolas,take a look at this pic. Reasons for my happiness from the start of the year,till now: 1. We celebrated the New Years day in our grandmothers house and I enjoyed it. 2. Receiving emails from Ate Gail and having her on my list of friends in friendster. 3. Receiving an email just recently from the most beautiful model of our country, Mikaela Lagdameo. 4. I still can breath,inspite all the trials im facing. 5. After 2 years of struggle, I'll be graduating by April for my BS Midwifery course. Just dont know,if im financially capable of continuing my BS Nursing educ. 6. I saw the PFF Participantes last Feb.14.Im so happy coz I saw Ate Gail in person. 7. Knowing that my HS friends are always there,eventhough we dont have enough time to see each other. 8. Im happy coz I've got some time of being alone,for it gives me the chance to think,reflect and of course SILENCE. 9. Having my ever helpful relatives with us in times of need! Lol! Thats true,thank you! 10. Having my family with me. Reasons for my Unhappy Moments:

1. Not having someone with me, (but im not referring to a boyfriend) to whom I can talk to and share my innermost feelings with. 2. Being compared to someone better than me. I dont hate the person to whom Im compared to,but someday they will see that I can be as great as that person,or maybe even better,or much,much better! 3. Being financially unstable! Huhu 4. Feeling sick everyday. I got headaches,feeling of dizziness,fatigue,body pains,hayy. Feels like my body is shutting down. Im getting thinner too! 5. Im getting tired of my daily routine, School,school,school! I miss having fun..

This format was from Ate Gail's blog. Sorry Ate Gail if I didnt ask for permission..

-My Basic Info --

Name: Reina Donna M. Patriarca Nickname(s): Reina, Donna, Don, Rain Birthday: November 24 Birthstone: Turquoise Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius Height: 5'2" Weight: 90 lbs Hair Color: Black Eye Color: Brown Complexion: ok lang..haha! Righty or Lefty: Righty Tattoos: None Piercings: Ears Hobbies: Surfing the net , Watching TV, Eating, Listening to music -- School Background -- Elementary:Mauraro Elem. Highschool: MORMS College: BU -- Your Favourites -- Color: black, white, blue,pink,yellow Food: anything that my tongue will love Fruit: mangoes Vegetable: cabbage Chocolate: basta chocolate! haha Book: Practice Makes Perfect, Witching Hour Movie: So Close TV Show: Kapuso/Kapamilya Cartoon Character: Taz Song: I love you goodbye, Wherever you are, So Slow,A Million Miles Away,Angel,Tattooed on my mindIf I Keep My Heart Out Of Sight,Your Universe Flower: Tulip Singer: Sarah G.,Rachel Ann G.,Kyla,Mariah,Celine Dion,Tamia,Christian Bautista,Pussycat Dolls,Avril Lavigne,Nina Band: Parokya ni Edgar, Southborder,Freestyle,MYMP,Cueshe Sports: Volleyball, Badmintton Hang Outs:sa bahay lang.. -- Miscellaneous -- First thought when you wake up: maybe I have an email Do you sleep w/ the lights on? Lights Off Can you drive? No Country you wanna visit? m2m Cried during a movie? Yes Can You Whistle? no Are you in love? no What cell phone provider do you have? Globe Last four digits of your cell number? 0643 How many rings until you answer the phone? maybe 2 Do you play an Instrument? no Something you want to do? sing Do you sing in the shower? Yes Go online a lot? If I have time.. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Blue Ever been on TV or in the newspaper? School Paper! haha What do you do when you're sad or depressed?I listen to my fave songs Have you broken the law? yah- jaywalking First thing you notice about the opposite ***? eyes If u had to pick a celebrity over ur bf, who would it be? Mike He, John Lloyd Cruz Have you ever kissed someone in a dream that you'd never kiss in real life? no! 5 things you love... 1. I love singing 2. I love watching tv 3. I love surfing the net 4. I love Myself and Family 5. I love Life and God